`thoughts.

2006-08-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

I tried making up ocs I think friends are better than enemies
&besides,we are splitting next year.
&yet you think its fake hoho.
ahwell faith,I tried (:
PS:I play extra well when I'm angry,so you're welcome to make me mad cos you would be doing my team&I a huge favour (:
PPS: &pls dont read my blog if you hate me so much thank you.I dont read yours either.

today's study date was a hell lot of fun all the way ;D
so what if we were both down with flu HAHA.
ahh yes I know you scraped your seafood to give it to me,
just that I didn't say anything :p (thanks anyway)
you sure know how to spice up things (:
I want to study more noww(:

Baby,seems like everywhere I go
I see you, from your eyes, your smile
It's like I breathe you, helplessly I reminisce
Don't want to compare nobody to you

Know that I can't get over you'
Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu

Seeing things that I know can't be
Am I dreaming?
When I saw you walking past me
Almost called your name

Got a better glimpse and then I looked away
It's like I'm losing it

Know that I can't get over you'
Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu

I think beyonce is hotter than ever after watching her deja vu video over&over on mtv.
&with that grace&elegance,
so not trashy at all.
&of course,she still looks waay too good for jay-z after 5 years together :p

OH AND PEOPLE PLS GO TO http://WEARETHICKANDTHIN.BLOGSPOT.COM/
great belts (:
lyn,you owe me one (: (kidding ;D)

2006-08-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

I'm not gonna bother about it anymore.
this matter is closed already,finally.
&glad that its overrr [:

ms lee(history teacher) made us all come back to school today
cos she saw some of them talking and throwing a tantrum.
so she talked to faith meryl melody and I about our respective contributions.
then she decided that denise would get the highest,followed by me,faith then meryl sheree&melody.

ms lee's words seriously do make sense.
she told faith&I that even if some people does hate us(&her)&scolds the 3 of us anywords or wtv
after the whole project thing,its alright&we just have to leave it alone&all.
&that we cannot be blamed for anything she does,
so thats conforting haha.

stead is a good friend in times of need (:
I LOVE YOU STEAD ;D
happy now haha.

&everyone's talking about the corn thing noww.
yibo's like going around asking stupid questions like,
'how big is a guy's thing?'
'condoms have lots of flavours right?'
and more but its already so eww :/

I THANK YOU HANNAH FOO ;D
good now we're even (:
love!

I've to start mugging noww D:

2006-08-25T10:54:00.000+08:00

deleted the hate post to melody cos faith made me realise that it actally isnt worth it to waste my time on her.
anyway,there's such a thing as karma so I'll leave it as that (:

removed tag she made as well.
get rid of the evil in my life ;D

& to scold people ~~'fuck,bitch' etc~~?
eww thats so very uncivilized&makes you look so uneducated.(no offense)

rushed to school today cos denise had msged that I had recieved a 'love letter'&a dedication on the whiteboard from melody&then for some reason,the letter was thrown away&the whiteboard was erased.
thank god I found the letter(filled with f-words,obviously hoho),so I'm keeping it for fun(:

feeling really happy noww (:
passed geog,so now my averge's higher.
30bucks,here I come ;D
&so much lesser evil in my life now.
I LOVE LIFE SO I'M NOT GONNA HARM MYSELF BY THREATENING TO DIE NO WORRIES ;D

thanks alina eunice su pat min tiff dianne melanie candice faith denise stead olivia vada georgienne etc for being there&all ;D

toodles (:

2006-08-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

mulitply the total number by 2.

IN YOUR ROOM, DO YOU HAVE
[ ] tv set
[x] cd player
[x] vcds
[x] dvds
[ ] ps
[x] radio
[ ] computer
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[x] posters (federer&henin ;D)
total = 5

ARE YOU ALLOWED TO
[x] party
[x] go to the mall with friends
[x] eat unhealthy stuff
[ ] stay out till past midnight
[x] have ur own curfew
[x] pick ur own school
[x] buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[ ] drink liquor
[ ] curse {badones}
total = 6

HAVE YOU EVER
[x] talked back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[x] been "told" not "scolded"
[ ] been out of country
[x] shopped till you drop
[x] been given more money than u needed
[ ] felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[ ] made ur parent(s) cry
[x] yelled at ur maid (hoho)
total = 5

DO YOU
[x] have what you need
[x] get what u want
[ ] travel a lot
[x] have a maid
[ ] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance
[x] do whatever u want
[x] have branded clothing
[ ] have a credit card
[x] eat whenever you want
total = 6

DO YOUR PARENTS
[ ] ever scold you not following your curfew
[ ] give u EVERYTHING u want
[x] trust you
[x] buy you things for the sake of buying them
[x] give you "extra cash" when you're out
somewhere
[x] think u should have the best and only
the best
[x] want you to be happy
[x] help you
[x] love you
[x] pay for the mess you've made
total = 8

I'm 60% spoiled ;D
see im not THAT spoiled(:

2006-08-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

results this term is so funny.
I think I would just laugh when I get my result back haha.
I still improved!

learning journey on monday was so reflective luh.
made me think about how life to like,really short :/

caught the devil wears prada with papmered kid(kelly) yesterday night thanks to elenna(:
it wasn't as good as we expected cos the begining was the same as the ending damnit.
still,it felt good to know we caught it before the others did,for free (:
kel's gunna buy me a barbie doll for my birthday&I'm gunna get a stuffed donkey for hers(:
I love late nights out.

did cip today with min&su.
we just sat around&talked so much.
&becos I wasn't wearing pants under my pinafore today,
*^$#%$#% min went to pull my pinafore up luh!
thank god I resisted in time(:

su was being a nice junior by treating us.
HA su you still have to do tomorrw you mofo ;)

WHATS FLAG DAY ACCORDING TO SU:
collect reciepts(more expensive better)&make flags with them&give to passerbys.
(okaay so eun&I told her that) ;D

IAP wasn't as bad as I thought oh yay.
I'm so not gunna fail legacy&IAP ;D
&&I FINALLY SAW STEAD REALLY DOING HER BEST TODAY ;D

omgosh I didn't know eoys are so freaking near(83days?)
haha&I havent started(:
so not in the mood now):

I could be angry with you now,
but I am really really glad that you're studying;
you asshole who fell asleep yesterday.

&GOOD LUCK
to the seniors(shaofang viven gourie hwee rachel li sze phoebe steffi etc) doing prelims soon(:

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

2006-08-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

I know this is waay old news but.

admit it,it IS funny (:

went jacket scouting today with min cos mum had let me skip tuition (:
we stayed at the nike store for like an hour to try on the jackets&the guy was being really helpful ;D
omgod &dumb min made me jaywalk so many fricking times ok.
&talked alot as well luh.
I enjoyed today<3

I know I'm not supposed to be emo and wtv,
but I cant take this shit anymore.
its between the two of you,
so stop dragging me into it.
I know you know who you are.

2006-08-20T11:57:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I actually like a hilary duff song,
but this is super decent.
love the 'oh by the way' part.
the video isnt that nice thou.

play with fire-hilary duff
I can't believe it's really you
been so long&you look good
I hear you're doing really well
don't ask me

let me tell you how I've been since when you left
since you left me for dead
finally every tear has dried
I've wiped you from my life

Do you remember all the times you said you'll call me
cus' I remember all the reasons people want me
and now I hear you saying that you still adore me
but if you think I'd ever get with you again than you can just

Love me, love me, feed the flame
if you want me back again
burn to the sky
higher and higher
baby, can you play with fire?

You never know just what'd you got till' it's gone
you freak out but i'm not falling for that game
boys like you, never change
you made me feel I wasn't enough, wasn't enough for your love
but it was insecurity that made you run
it wasn't me

So, don't you sit there trying to give me more excuses
I don't have time for this
I'm off to play in Houston
and i'm too busy with a million things I'm doing
you can't make up for what you've done
you still try to be the one

Oh, by the way, by the way
I found someone who gives me space
keeps me safe&makes me sane
found someone to take your place
I am safe in his arms
and I decided that only he can play with fire.

take that.

2006-08-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

tag replies!
andrea-love you!&&amp;you'd better call me about what happened today during your training dear ;D
AMANDA-haha don't lie (: omygosh small world haha.
eleanor-yes come online like,ASAP you doofus!love!
eun- haha you were a wacked evil woman to steal 5th from me!HAHA GET A LIFE!
Hannah- no I cant do that!ANYWAY!we've got each other's back!so please,chill.love you(:
lishan-you so do you wacked woman.
su- hey crazed junior who finaaly knows whats flag day(: sat!
xinyi-haha yes I do remember you!you didn't give me your link so I cant link you! (:

I've been so lazy to update sorry :/

ran cross country today with my big fat swollen left foot(:
&got a 6th(: and 2e3 won the team event ;D
oh yes 2 medals.
didn't feel much of the school spirit though):
I'm an ego kid(:

~~more updates later.gunna eat noww ;D~~
have I mentioned how MUCH I love food?

yesterday's talk was super boring.
('how to exercise to be a good leader')
amelia chanel daphne&I were thinking of ways of sneaking out when there was a 1/2 hr left.
in the end,we told the people we are a band&had to go jamming HAHA.

monday's training was super eventful.
most exciting like,EVER(:

oh yay looking at the jackets realllly soon ;D

I hope the experiment fails on monday,NG MINLI :/

2006-08-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish that I was a wrestler
A mexican wrestler in a red vinyl mask
and I might grab you and body slam you
And maybe cause physical harm

When we would laugh I might take pity on you
I could crack all your ribs but I cant break your heart

You will never love me
And this I cant forgive
That you will never love me
As long as I will live

-Unfabulous.
episode when addie's dumped):

please.stop bitching to me about her.
she's my really good friend&you know that.
I dont care what a 'liar' she is,according to you.
seriously,get a life.

my tutor's waay cool(:

&& late night convos rock ahelllot ;D

2006-08-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

new blogskin ;D
omygosh the first time I've edited so much of a blogskin.
like adding the date&some sections.
credits still to the designer though ;D

but I guess thats what you do when you cant go planetshakers):

I'm super duper happy with my chinese.
wo ke yi jiang hua yu(:

lishan's in such a huuuuge denial :/

2006-08-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

SEX IS A HIGH PERFORMANCE THING.
-on the back of paul twohill's jacket tonight.HAHA.

I dont wanna run away,
Baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
-parts of shayne ward's 'no promises'.
gosh I absolutely love the song(:

ANYWAY!
caught lake house today ;D
like finally.
jo,I cried yknow.
HAHA SEE TOMATO&VADA,IM SO NOT A HEARTLESS PERSON(:

saw amanda&melissa today(:

I loved my lunch so much.
thank you.

damnit I ~~hate~~dislike the people yesterday.
thankfully,hweeting was there for support.
omyfrickinggosh she was scolding us in french.
thankfully,we had only lost the big points.

thanks to the people like eun min&hweeting for listening to my rants.
I love you!
&min,cheer up cos you cant be angry with my actual partner yknow ;D

hweeting,remember this?
' Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through'
HAHA.

how can rahimah be out&joakim's still in?
NO OFFENSE PRON.
damn.
saw felicia&pron on teevee today ;D

oh yes planetshakers tomorrow with eun min&faith!

thats something to look forward to.

2006-08-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

photo was taken today.
BEST FRIEND&PARTNER-capt&vice ;D
lovelove(:

omygosh I have to wake so early for the match tomorrow against the '#1 aunties in the planet'.
damnit):
ahwell just do our best then!
good luck min/tiff,eun/eun's mum& hweeting/me ;D

went out for dinner at pastamania&then caught click with andrea on saturday(:
total fun&amp;love ;D

training yesterday was soso embarrassing for me :/

today was the national day thing&so many people wore those traditional costumes&amp;all,
but min georgienne me etc didn't wear HAHA.
&&after years of su 'torturing' us with her singing,
she finally does a decent one(:
haha love!

anyway!
caught ate at pastamania(again)&caught click(again!) with deannie faith joleneT vada&ili after school.
I mean,I'm sentimental when it comes to keeping old&meaningful momentos,
BUT I WOULDN"T CRY DURING MOVIES COS ITS JUST A MOVIE :D (except titanic.)

why should I tell you so much if you always dont want to tell me stuffs):

jieting talked to me just now,
&she was like,'no gatherings with everyone for so long already and all): '
sigh I miss jieting songlin dennis&I all together in the past):
it was so fun during gatherings,cos we used to do all the wacky things,which was really cool :/
OH MY GOSH LETS HAVE A GATHERING LIKE REAL SOON JIETING.

FOR THE RECORD,I AM STRAIGHT LIKE THE STRAIGHT RULER OK.

2006-08-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

tag replies!
eun-thanks! ;D
andrea-cant wait for tomorrow dear.love!
alina-alright(:
hannah-'I'm better off unfabulous!'HAHA.thanks for the support no matter what dumb.I really do appreciate everything yknow.loveyou!

history was like,easier than I thought so yay?
haha thank god ms lee came in just before that for the crash couse anw(:
my science is like,shit this term.
damnit.

yes&there was the friendlys with SAC yesterday!
omgosh tiff&I played against the people whom we lost to during spex.
&at first they looked so smug cos they had won the other time.
but when we were like,3-0 up,
they were like,'at least theres one more game,so we wont look so bad.'
ahwell they still lost 4-0.
no offense,but thats what you get for bragging yknow.
damnit didn't play my best anyway.

omg my body hurts like godknows what noww D:
did so badly for napfa,just a mere gold luh):
siglap open on sunday,8pm with hweeting as my temp partner.
HAHA I HOPE WE GET TO SKIP SCHOOL ON MONDAY(:

have I mentioned that pron ran out of the class when mr ho came in&after that,jumped like a crazy woman on her chair for like 15mins&then drooled over her shot with joakim gomez just because joakim replied her email?
haha well now I have ;D

I bet if you went to (almost)every tkg sec2's blog/whatever now,
you would read about the theft.
ANYWAY!
someone/people ransacked 2/2,2/5&2/8 or 2/9 today.
&since the other classes werent ransacked,so we all are suspects noww.
yeah&there was the search going on during recess.
like pron&I had bought food&drinks up to class to study history.

then mdm khoo&ms lee comes to our class while pron is eating.
mdm khoo:we want to do a search now,so get out.
pron(shows her food):hahaha.
&mdm khoo booked her :/
yeah&somehow I smuggled my drink out ;D

then after the history paper(which EVERYONE had to stay back for),
EVERY single sec2 class got searched throughly.
the teacher(mrs tan-wong I think) then seached our class.
an example:
mrs tan-wong(mtw):empty yr pocket&bag.
I do that.
mtw sees my phone&my zen.
mtw:you only have 1 phone?
me(refrain from laughing):yah.
mtv pulls my zen&checks that it wasnt the stolen one&moves on to the next person haha.

haha&oli&ili had to like face the 'invisible' circle for talking.
SORRY ILI!

lunched with min&her tuition friend grace todayy.
omg grace is so bubbly&funny luh(:
grace&I came to a conclusion that min is a (gasp!)four timer!
HAHAHA.
love!

for the first time in don't know how long,
I'm looking forward to national day.
:D
242762463-now thats a nice number(:

I've been listening to wannabe(spice girls) to see if I could get hooked by it.
I didn't.
It was that bad.

If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna,
I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever, friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that now you know how I feel,
Say you can handle my love are you for real,
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.
-HAHAHA WAAY WACKY SONG TO LISTEN TO WHEN YOU FEEL RETARDED ANYWAY ;D

2006-07-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment

We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned

When you looked into my eyes
And just like that,the chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

We lived
We loved
We hurt
We joked
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
;D

yknow,glenn deserves to be 'stuck' out of his house.
&I love my books ;D

2006-07-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

charlatan-a person practicing quackery or some similar confidence trick in order to obtain money or advantage by false pretenses.
HAHA OH MY FRICKING GOSH STEAD :]

my 3hour nap felt so good.

you two,please stop fighting already):

Have you..
[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried your eyes out
[x] Danced
total: o5

[x] Rejected someone
[ ] Been rejected
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[ ] Got called a ......../..........[whaaat?]
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone
total: o4

[x] Got involved in sports
[x] Got called a dork [a geek actually ;D]
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[ ] Knew someone who has commited suicide
total: o4

[x] Grades dropped since you were 10
[x] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[x] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying
total: o5

[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Found the one
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf
total: o4

[ ] Found out your bf/gf cheated
[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
[ ] Got pregnant/your girl pregnant
total: o3

Now mutiply by 4 this is how much of a teenager you are!
I'm like 100% teenager! ;D

2006-07-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go,
somewhere only we know.

This could be the end of everything.

3MORE DAYS TO DOOFUS'S BIRTHDAY! ;DDD

went to watch singapore idol live yesterday with jolenetan&her sis&ili&angeline.
q cool cos we were at the mosh pit.
yeah and the Idols sound&look soso much better live ;D
but the studio looked so much bigger on teevee :/
&&there was these girls in front of us being so annoying and all ugh.
&&&I hear tiffy's jealous :p

today's PI was a lil boring,
but overall q okaay I guess.

oh man I wanna catch the lake house :/

2.4 wasn't as bad as I expected.
still,could have better I guess :/

I cant wait for the day when we are alright again,
but I'm thinking that day isn't going to come for a long long time.
cos I don't know when am I gonna stop being doubtful of you anymore.
to me,being smart yet lying so much doesnt make you a great person.

HEY MERYL REMEMBER YOU TOLD ME
'HAPPY FINDING COS I WONT'(something like that)
GUESS WHAT.
I FOUND YOUR BLOG LIKE,AGAIN(:

2006-07-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

haha I'm posting for a second time;
I know.

I've sent ohsomany songs to su cos she cant download HAHA.
my long long junior ;D

omygosh everyday's been soso hectic,
but then when its not,I feel so bored anyway
so Im guessing its a good thing ;D

ANYWAY!
tests were q alright I guess.
geog&lit&english was better than expected(prolly cos this is like the uh,1st time,I really studied geog(:)

tuesday was the busiest day I've gone through in how long?
min&I decided to do something about the jacket since everyone talked about it but no one has really started on it(AHEM HAHAHA) ;D
yeah so we ran around during recess to do the surveys luh.

went to hit after school at kallang with alina&eunice.
alina's wacked (BUT NICE ;D),like seriously.
she goes around saying 'udo udo!' and sprays water at herself.
sufern was a great listener anyways ;D
&&IM LIKE SUCH A GOOD BURPER NOWWW HEH.
yeah&we gave our leftovers from macs to coach q by tying it on his van
&he was like,'if my van dirty ah you all better clean for me cos I just washed it today.'
so much for being nice lol.

the drama performance rocked last night.
it was sososo much better than expected haha.
I wanted to watch it again,but we cant buy the tickets anymore damnit):

TODAY meant rushing for dnt.
damnit I'm so glad its the last lesson cos we wont have to listen to anymore degrading words ever again (:
ahwell.
hitting with tiff was kinda..different.
HAHA we break-ed soso much luh.

we felt that the softballers were like quite poor things.
the coach is like super fierce to them luh.
&I thought ours was bad enough :/

yeah&I took 43 home.
was so tired that I overslept&missed my stop ugh.
alighted at the bus stop before serangoon interchange
&ran across the street while the green man was blinking alot.
must have looked like a retard.

anyway.
my bus came&I didnt want to take it cos there was no aircon ;D
yeah so I took the next bus(with aircon of cos ;D) 5mins later.
&I alight but whos there but glenn.
damnit&I had to follow him pick up our other lil neighbour from the childcare centre.
omgosh benerdict(sp?) is so cute&all now luh.
but glenn cant take care of kids okaay.
ahwell it was fun anyway to just catch up and all ;D

okaay long&draggy post sorry!
cant wait for the weekend ;D

2006-07-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

I'm just soso bored.

What is your phone type: samsung.
What are the last three digits of your phone number: 632
What does the 2nd message of your inbox say: SU FERN!-Hey babe:) no problem la:) its always great to have a friend to talk such stuffs to:) you keep playing great too ya:)(AW HAHA)
Who's the first person that comes up under the letter M: Magdalene
Who's the last person you rang: DADDY ;D
Who's the 9th person to come up under letter I: I dont have that many peoples' names starting with I :/
What does the last message in your inbox say: MINLI!-[Sorrys everywhere because of the match with many funny memories ;D]
Who's the 3rd person to come up under F: Faye
Go to your sent items...What does the 5th message say: GLENN-Ha I only waited for like 5mins for an an aircon bus :p (call me a spoilt brat then HAHA)
Who's the forth person to come under S: sheryl (:
What is your network provider: Singtel
How many messages are currently in your inbox: FORTY ;D
What do you have as your background: the view from kallang's court 7/8 on a rainy day(:
Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R: Ruby! ;D
If you're on Pay as you go, how much credit do you have: uhno, i'm not on that.
Who do you have on your speed dial3: home!
Who's the first person who comes up under C: Candice!
How many bars of signal do you currently have: haha uhh its the max!-5.
What do you have as your main ringtone: None (: it's FOREVER on silent mode :)

haha people,
I'm not so angry noww(:
so dont worry alright!
thanks everyone anyway ;D

2006-07-23T10:50:00.000+08:00

QUIZ cos I'm super bored.

[ ] You have to make your bed every day
[ ] You have chores.
[ ] You have a bedtime.
[ ] You have no allowance.
[ ] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
TOTAL = 0

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[ ] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes,otherwise you can't buy it.
[ ] You can't/or not all the time go to popularstores.
TOTAL = o

[x] You can't have a bf/gf until a certain age.
[x] You can't go out on dates.
[x] You can't kiss or anything further until acertain age.
[ ] You have to tell your parents "how you feel about sex".
TOTAL = 3

[ ]You can't swear.
[ ] You get grounded for stupid things .
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/videogames/tv.
[x] you have to get along with your sibling (s) otherwise you get grounded.
[x] You have to share your room even if there is an extra.
TOTAL = 2

[x] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days advance.
[ ] You have to have a parental unit at the party/friends house
[ ] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[ ] You can't stay home alone.
[ ] You have a babysitter.
TOTAL = 1

[ ] If you talk back you get grounded.
[x] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someonewatching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door on your bedroom.
[ ] You have to eat what your parents tell you to.
TOTAL = 2

[x] Your parents get mad if you don't want to dosomething simple that they ask.
[ ] You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[x] You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over without a parent around.
TOTAL = 2

Now, add up your numbers and multiply the total to 5.
my parents are 50% strict(:

cheer up hannah foo ;D

HEY MERYL;
I THOUGHT YOU SAID I COULDN'T FIND YOUR BLOG?
WELL,I DID THE IMPOSSIBLE AND DONE IT.
IN YOUR FACE.

omfg you're freaking getting on my nerves.
you bitch about me to others
&now you bitch about others to me.
I don't want to name you cos I know you care too much about your 'face',
but hey,I could do without you,so please dont think you're like ohso Important.
&&FYI,
WHAT GOES AROUND DOES COME AROUND.
ciao.

2006-07-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

I went for training in the end cos so many people didnt go luh):
anyway,it was fun training with the juniors for once.
if only they didn't talk back to the coaches,it would have been really fun cos it irritated us after a while.sorry.
&now thanks to coach q's uhh,workout,
my 'ABS'(EVERYONE HAS!) are like superb ache-y noww hahaha.
not forgetting the pain on my leg of cos.
AHWELL AT LEAST I LOST A LITTLE WEIGHT ;D
min,I hope your knee gets better alright&thanks for your encouragement todaay ;D

&NAT ,Iloved your cushion(:

yeah&then while min&I were on the phone watching SI,
we saw pron yanyan&a few others WE KNEW on teevee LOL.
they were like smiling&waving spaztically ;D

chan lishan's been super nice all of a sudden.
I BET SHE'S HIDING SOMETHING ;D

omgosh I'm so hooked on 'What Hurts The Most'-Rascal Flatts noww ;D

anyway!
to the people who've been trying to cheer me up;
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING PEOPLE ;D
I'm feeling alot better noww haha.

I didn't go school today cos I'm like ill with flu&sore throat(darn I sound a lil weird now:/).
anyway its all the slack periods today so I'd rather stay home to study geog.
(OKAAY ELEANOR I BET YOU"RE LIKE,'YAH RIGHT YOU DONT LIKE GEOG'AND START LAUGHING HAHA)
cos the fricking geog test is like on tues&its like a super high percent):
I'd better get cracking nowww boo.

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories

Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite

Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

2006-07-18T16:46:00.000+08:00

I've got to go soon so I'll make this like real quick.

MERYL ;
I don't care if you're gonna hate me/write a looooong hate post about me after this whole lit thing,seriously.
because I just voiced what we,jolene vada yibo&I, felt.
I just felt that,since you're my friend,
then I should tell you the truth infront of the teacher,
instead of just saying things behind your back because I dont see any point in doing that.
at least if I said wrongly,
jolene vada&yibo would then correct me,
but they didnt.

&if you think I'm taking this personally,
or maybe think that I'm typing shit crap now,
so be it then.
cos I dont regret what I said.

lit's lit;friends is another thing.
I just wanted you to know that.

no A for lit drama seriously sucks.
science test wasnt as hard as I expected,thank god.
oh dnt test tmr):

I'm soo not going training tmr unless my leg heals&the flu goes away D:

ahwell mum's gonna treat me to Gelare(sp?)&CafeCartel on friday after the sec2 combination meeting so that's something to look forward to ;D

damnit this blogskin looks so boring to me nowww :/
oh gimme your links people cos I'm gonna relink people again(:

2006-07-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away

So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
But do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe

Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I give you just a little time
but I wonder if you realize
that I've been waiting till
I see it in your eyes

Just caught MTV movie awards.
Jessica Alba is super hot ;D
alright so is justin timberlake(:

its just too diffcult to be stay angry with you ugh(:

looking at the emails she sends,
eleanor wong is seriously my sweetest friend ;D

I swear,I have the most wacked math tutor ever.hahaha(:

&I'm off to do my art):

2006-07-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

friends ARE important.
like seriously.
family's still most important,but yeah.
hohumm.

I think minli really does know me the best.
its like,her dumb 7th sense has mostly been right about me.
love!

now every single day,
pron would turn back 32485907435098 times to me just to say:
'I LOVE JOAKIM!!'
'HEEEE'S SO CUTE!'
'OMG I TOUCHED HIS HAND!'
pick one lol.

WHATEVER PRON HAHAHA.

today's parkway was just walking lol.

damn I'm soso screwed for the mock geog.

&I'vebeenwishingforthisinsecuritytogo.
maybeweshouldstoplivingthis.
if only you could just walk away.

2006-07-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

I think my life's finally back on track(:

PEOPLE PLEASE STOP TALKING ABOUT WORLD CUP.
NO MORE ABOUT HOW UMM ZIDANE HEADBUTTING AND ALL.(that was funny(: )
ITS OVER.

oh gienne/my owner HAHA;
GET WELL SOON :D
love!

min ewwnice hweeting&I had ran 10 rounds around the 4courts despite that hweeting&I had already ran 10 rounds around 2courts before that :/
AHWELL we still did it as a team& I'm proud of you guys :D
our staminas didn't really drop thank god.

it was soso cold today
&thanks to the rain these days,I'm down with flu nowww ugh.

math wasnt as bad as mr yap said luh!
i just drew the 1 wrong line each for 2questions damn.
hope I calucated the rest right.
english was tricky,but I think I did ok.
I swear,I say so many people dozing off like say,20mins after the test started?
&I saved so many people with the nouns/adj/verbs&adverbs notes kel&I made today(:

this guy acting in the now ch8 at 9pm looks SO MUCH like dennis okaay.
wth the resemblance is sososo hmm.uncanny!
(:

I loved the unbelieveable way I made myself sleep last night(:
I'm glad everything's right noww& lets make it stay that way,shall we?
ILOVEFATS!
there I said it.

OH MAN DESPARATE HOUSEWIVES IS ENDING):
nevermind theres still project runway
&&I know who won & I like her/him(haha) :D

ohoh check this out.

The Most Dangerous Romantic Movie Myths[SOME!]

The Sleepless in Seattle Trap
Like Bill Pullman in the movie, your current boyfriend or fiancé may have committed some unforgivable crimes, such as having lots of allergies but no nickname. Then you hear a voice on the radio, or see a face across a crowded room. Suddenly, you know this stranger is the love of your life. Okay, you already have a partner who's perfectly stable and lovely, but I'm afraid you will have to end that relationship. After all, in the 30 seconds you've spent with the new man, you've learned everything there is to know about him. And. It. Is. Good. You use Google, gossip, mutual acquaintances and expensive private investigators to track him down and ask him out to dinner.

The real ending: Over dinner, you realize he has bad breath, a wife and absolutely nothing whatsoever in common with you.

The As Good as It Gets Trap
You've found a guy who has that certain something ‑- as well as a bad attitude, a fear of commitment or just a nonspecific nasty streak. Other than that, though, what a catch. Minor personality flaws won't stand in the way of your fate. You decide that your love can change him, because that's what true love does.

The real ending: You go to great lengths to show him that you're worth loving before ultimately deciding that he's never going to change ‑- and that he's the last thing you'd want to complete you, anyway.

The Love Actually Trap
Your next-door neighbor just happens to be a Calvin Klein underwear model. Lucky you. You've brought him countless jars of jam that need loosening, and even gotten locked out of your place in your cutest dress. Yet he hasn't asked you out. In the words of Journey, "Don't stop believin'."

The real ending: There's a fine line between healthy optimism and insanity. There's also a reason the quarterback in high school always dated the head cheerleader ‑- their kind is biologically predetermined to go forth and make other popular kids for everyone else to envy. It might be smarter to set your sights on the guy in 2B with the sweet smile and the receding hairline.

haha true isn't it? :D

okaay loooong post(: later!

2006-07-09T10:13:00.000+08:00

WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF!(~~GIRL/~~GUY)
-Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: DM
Wears braces: DM
Wears glasses: DM

Dresses Preppy: OFF.
Dresses Ghetto: DM
Dresses Gothic: OFF.
Wears jewelry: OFF.
Makeup: OFF.

Has blue eyes: DM
Has green eyes: OFF.
Has hazel eyes: ON.
Has Brown eyes: ON.
Has brown hair: ON.
Has Black hair: OFF.
Has blonde hair: OFF.
Has red hair: ON.

Drinks alcohol: excessive amounts,OFF.
Smokes: OFF OFF OFF.

Smiles a lot: ON.
Calls you just to say Hi: ON.
Compliments you: DM
Likes to talk: ON(:
Shy and quiet: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: OFFwhen its a stranger,of course.

Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON.
Loyal: DM.

Laid back: DM
sensitive to your feelings: ON.

Plays sports: ON.
Good dancer: DM.
Plays guitar: DM.
Plays piano: DM.
Plays drums: ON.
Sing: ON.
he's buff (muscles): ON but not too much or it would look soso eww.

Easily jealous: OFF.
Doesn't eat meat: DM
is bi: OFF.

has a tattoo: OFF.
has a lip ring: OFF.
has tongue ring: OFF.

messages u every hour: ON.cool.

oh look,it's the 9th.
well I hope you're happy.

I LOVE ELEANOR THE DUMB DOOFUS WHO WANTS TO BE A COP & CHEERS ME UP WITH HER NONSENSE ALL THE TIME!
haha you happy nowww(:

2006-07-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

hahah! I CHARMAINE TAN WOULD LIKE TO PROCLAIM MY LOVE FOR ELEANOR. :DD

eleanor says: whoa charmaine, yes please. hahaha i love you too!

yeah.. thanks for everything monkey.
i still remember the days when we
were drawing hellokittys in our jotter
book during cme, the times when i
said your hello kitty bag was very nice(ahem)
and the times when amanda, you and i
were COMPARING our math results
which rocked so much. hahaha and
during chinese when we were breaking
leads to put in our duster so that it'll
have a sound. haha so lame. but yeah
we had fun didn't we?
our friendship will last forever yes?

i love you charmainey. :DD

2006-07-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

got it from hannah <3

INSTRUCTIONS
1.Do the following without complaint
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged

FAVOURITES (:
favourite colour: bright colors!oh &black.
favourite song: haha it changes all the time!for noww its 'Speechless'-The Veronicas.
favourite food: anything daddy&mummy cooks :D
favourite movie: haha PARENT TRAP.always.
favourite sport: tennis, duh :D
favourite day of the week: wednesdays&fridays&saturdays.
favourite season: autumn favourite ice-cream: ben&jerry's.HINT PEOPLE! ;D

CURRENTS(:
current mood: happy(:
current taste: ice cream!
current clothes: pjs(:
current desktop: 8th&Ocean
current toe nail colour: nothing :/
current time: 1759
current surroundings: well theres what you find in a cool home haho.
current annoyances: not being at kallang):
current thoughts: fats! :D

FIRSTS(:
first best friend: ELEANOR WONG RACHEL <3
first crush: uh some actor I guess.
First movie: forgot.
first lie: countlessoops(:
first music: HAHAH LITTLE LULU!

LASTS(:
last cigarette: never ever will there even be a first.
last drink: water!healthy me(:
last car ride: yesterday.
last crush: haha ohoh ANDY MURRAY HAHA.
last movie: Just My Luck.
last phone call: yibo.
last cd played: mixture(:

HAVE YOU EVER
have you ever dated one of your best friends: almost
have you ever broken the law: yes.who hasnt?
have you ever been arrested:nopenope.
have you ever skinny-dipped: nope (: but sounds so cool yknow.
have you ever been on tv? : i think so!
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope, eeew ):

5 things you are wearing: shorts, a plaster, shirt, glasses, bra
4 things you did today: go to school, cut my hair,got 'molested' &thought of people.
3 things you can hear right now: brother chasing me of the computer,the song 'speechless'-the veronicas&the typing sound.
1 thing you do when you are bored: breathe.
(where did 2 go?)

5 people to be tagged:
ANDREA JOLENE FAITH EUNICE ANYONEWHOSEESTHIS :D

2006-07-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

I LOVED YESTERDAY&TODAY,
THATS WHAT IM TELLING YOU :D

training yesterday was q fun.
HANNAH CAME!
yes & tiff/shittybangs is like,the coolest partner ever.
I thought she's the kind who doesnt care about tennis and all,
but yesterday I saw her actually running for the ball during our matches&wanting to really win.
THAT was really really cool ;D
I LOVE TIFF.

OH and tiff thought I'm bisexual,thanks to stead and a few other people.
FYI I AM SOSOSO STRAIGHT PEOPLE!
ahwell.I was still cheered up by tiff's uhh,'compliment' haha.

today rocked a hell lot.
we did height&weight.
&I gained weight! :D
thank god its muscle weight though.
but I somehow shrunk or something sigh.
the PE teacher was nice&she made me happy with her comment yay(:
I only know our PE teacher's called bong heh.

OH I got 'molested' by elenna&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;min HAHA.
&tiff(OR MAYBE HER PARTNER) bakes great cupcakes(:
cut my hair as well.
it was such a rip off >:(

sigh sharapova's outtt):
henin-hardenne has got to win(:

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cause you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you

I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming

You took me by surprise
And stole my heart before I could say no

2006-07-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hannah blogging for Charmaine (:
Haiya, i know i owed you this for like /79845856239989 years alr & i'm sorry! I'm so proud of you, that you've forgiven & forgot (: AND NO, YOUR TENNIS DOES NOT SUCK OKAY (: oh, i know i owe you your letter too! Damn. Oh well (: I'm talking to you now! :D LOVEEEEEE <3

2006-07-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;D
eun-I already told what do I want to take!haha.
andrea-i dont know if i can on fri ugh.
eleanor-oh man i wrote a super long&colorful letter D: love!
faith-haha lets watch the mistress of spices(yknow,the trailer they showed before our movie!)! friends!
alina-TOO BAD.

today was total love ;D
I saw jean wong.
she looked at me in this where-have-I-seen-you-from way & went 'uh hi?'
& i was like 'okaay hi.'
1second ltr she realises it & then she goes 'OH HI!'
HAAHA SUPER FUNNY.

I'm glad the problem's been solved yay(:
oh and the phrase 'get fat' has a whole new meaning to me noww LOL.
& FYI,A+B=C.

anyway!
I got tagged by vada!
Instructions:
1. The tagged victim have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect partner.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect partner.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game.
4. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

gender:~~girl~~guy.
my partner:
1. able to outtalk me.
2. give way heh.
3. veryvery fit body(ie:TONED).
4. able to plan well(:
5. smarter than me(FATS HAHA).
6. loves me,of course :D
7. can surprise.
8. caring&understands me.

people to be tagged and do this :
1. ANDREA
2. EUNICE
3. MERYL
4. JOLENE
5. HANNAH
6. RUBY
7. ROGER FEDERER HAHAHA.
8. ANYONE WHO SEES THIS ;D

THE POUTER PERSON CONTINUES TO AMAZE ME WITH HER WEIRD MUSINGS LIKE,
'she just wants to add them to make friends. it sounds kind of despo to me, but that's cos im a H. Biatch and i have a clique and no one breaks into it. im kind of exclusive in that sense. if i don't like you, stay away before i sink my nails into your throat and rip your tonsils out. '
-OMG HAHAHA.

sigh so can wait for school):

okaay min's bugging me to study(when she isnt hahaha!)
love!

2006-06-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

sigh doofus hasnt recieved my letter ugh D:

anyway.
training yesterday was kinda cool.
I thought min wasnt going training,
then when I saw hweeting&her walking towards courts,
we both started screaming HAHA.
coaches looked at us like we were crazy.
haha still!I was so happy <3

I stayed up the whole night doing geog(ugh)
& woke up drinking milo and lipton tea(HAHA VADA).

TODAY WAS SLEPID DAYYY <3
only faith&I get it cos we invented it haha :D
caught Just my luck with faith in town.
kinda funny I guess.
we were laughing so hard,people were staring heh.
I'M ADDICTED TO McFLY NOWW HAHA.
saw shuyin&cherise.
went around walking and talking so much.
I know faith is like one the fewest people in the world who can stand me going all high and lame ;D
I thank god for faith as my friend so much :DD
ILOVEFAITH(:

I know what combo I want already & thank god faith&kelly are wanting it as well yayayay ;D

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now
That I need you most

But you chose to let me down
Wont you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down.

Guess I'll never know.

2006-06-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

so today,which is first day(ugh), was kinda slack.
WHICH IS GOOOD ;D
I saw faith sleeping during reading period,
so I told myself okaay just rest,dont sleep.
surprise,surprise.
I fell asleep.
faith did the same thing hahaha.

training was alright I guess.

The night air breathes
But not so easy as before
Did you notice
Did you take the time to listen

To my breath or to my words
When I spoke I explained my feelings
And my reasons for the way I love you
I'm getting to the point

Notice how your every look gives me tingles
And I wonder if your listening to what I'm thinking
We won't fade away

2006-06-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

SAFRA tourney todayy.
Ohgosh i had to wake at like,630?
thank god for mum or I would have to wake up earlier HAHA.

yes so while I was waiting for eun to reach at bedok interchange,
saw sooooooooooooooooo many people queuing for the free TODAY paper.
& when the guy let people take the paper,
it was freaking chaotic alright.
everyone took the paper like if you didn't have it,you would die or something.
&& I saw this lady stuffing the newpaper in a huge red shopping bag
&another man putting his papers in his pocket and grabbing somemore.
wow.

anyway.
the tourney was alright I guess.
was this close to getting 2nd.
lost to OSM like what,6-7 6-7?
closest score sigh.
ugh and eunice was like,
'see lah,if you won,we both will have money.'
3rd has no cash;only 1st&2nd D:
at least theres a trophy haha.
I liked the fooooood.

went to the arcade after sooo long of not going in there.
they made me scream soo much luh.
tiff says Im jinxed with the soccer machine;
I bet its that dumb shittybangs jinxing me instead HAHO.
so i'm like the (GREAT)table tennis champ(:
I SUCK AT RIDING MOTORBIKES SIGH.
tiffy's the star driver but JINXED with game machines.
ALMOST EVERY MACHINE SHE PLAYED WITH WAS SPOILT HAHAAHA ;D
eun's the pro shooter.
BUT CANT DRIVE FOR NUTS xD

oh and eun's mind is like,
super duper pervertic LOL(:
couldnt tell,could you?
xD

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN LIKE 1DAY OHWELLLL :/

2006-06-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 14th BIRTHDAY STEAD!
one of the greatest cheer-up friend ever(:
<3 you!

yesterday was one of the coolest days ever ;D
FOOD KEEPS ME HAPPY.

bought stead's present yesterday.
maybe she wouldnt like it,like you said HAHO.
LAY MERYLLLLL <3

ohgosh I'm like in love with teddy geiger&christina aguilera noww.

I had feelings from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something about you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside!

Don't know what you did boy but
You had it and i've been hooked ever since.
I told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friend
I told the others, my lovers, from past and present tense.

Everytime i see you everything starts making sense.

Ain't no other man,
can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet
does what you do (what you do).

You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style with your bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.

:D

2006-06-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

2 MOREEE DAYYYS!

I TRICKED STEAD TODAAAAAAYYYYY ;D
&I feel bad.
BUT ITS REVENGE like finally muahaha.
so nowww we're even right (:
alright ,I'll be nice.
ILOVESTEAD!
HAHAH <3

darn I'm blogging like everyyydayyyy cos I'm so boredddddd.

lol I know I'm typing so annoying-ly now.
like thisssss :P

I'm gunna watch 8th&Ocean nowwwww ;D
love!

2006-06-20T18:35:00.000+08:00

I dont get it.
why do you like blogging that you're crying over a guy and all?
if you want to cry,you wouldnt even want to blog it out,
telling the world you cried.
you would just cry yknow.

well hellooooo.get a grip pls.
you survived without him for like what,12+ years?
now you know him for a few months and you proclaim
you would die without him/life is meaningless,
blahblahblah.
I dont think the guy would care anyway.

I know its easier said than done;
but time heals everything right.
anyway,there were still great memories.
you still have your good friends&a wonderful family,
dont let them be like,worried for you.
so give yourself time and dont waste your life away.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

2006-06-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

okaay eunice wanted me to do this :D

Three Names You Go By:
charmaine;char;crazy.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
chinese;english;singlish.
-I wish I had other heritages ):

Three Things That Scare You:
~~ghosts;horror movies;death.~~

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
handphone;contacts/glasses;food ;D

Three of Your Favourite Bands or Musical Artists at the moment:
TEDDY GEIGER; All American Rejects;P!nk(:

Three of Your Favourite Songs At The Moment:
For you I will;Crazy;Breaking Free.

Three Things You Want In A Relationship (other than love):
security;honesty;fun&things in common :D
-wait doesnt everyone want all that and more?

Two Truths and a Lie:
short sighted;not happy with height;hates history;)

Three Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
willing to listen to me;character;give in to me HAHAHA.

Three Of Your Favourite Hobbies:
tennis;listening to songs;running.

Three Things You Want Really badly right Now:
holiday to anywhere;own laptop;time to stop.
-everything's so crazzy nowwww D:

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
Australia;Canada;New York ;D
-anywhere but here xD

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
get married;backpack around the world;complete studies.

Three people i want to do this:
FAITH;VICKY;JOLENEY :D

'HEY IM FROM PHILADELPHIA'
HHAHAHA ;)

2006-06-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

what a father's day this is turning out to be ):
ohwell cant cant wait for wednesday ;D

And when my world starts to cave in,
you jump inside and take my hand.
No matter where, you are there.

Will I ever see,
What you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that
We will always be and dream, yeah.

Well, I will never be the sign that we must see,
that you and me were meant to be
so just believe why we are together.

You are my light,
you are my star,
you are my sunshine in my dark.
You are the everything I dreamed about.

You are the guy who stole my heart.
I am the girl you're always smiling for.
We have a love people dream about.

super sweet lyrics righttt (:

2006-06-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

[1] I have read a lot of books.
[2] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[3] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been to Europe.

[4] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[ ] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[5] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

[6] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[7] I have played ping pong.
[ ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.

[8] I have seen fireworks.
[9] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.

[10] I have almost drowned.
[11] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[12] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[13] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

[14] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.

[15] I have been ice skating.
[16] I have been roller blading.

[17] I have fallen flat on my face.
[18] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[19] I have been in a fist fight.
[20] I have watched the Power Rangers.

[ ] I attend Church regularly.
[21] I have played truth or dare.

[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[22] I've called someone stupid.
[23] I've been in a verbal argument.
[24] I've cried in school.

[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[25 ] I've played football on a team.
[26 ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[27] I've played softball on a team.
[28] I've played volleyball on a team.
[29] I've played tennis on a team.
[30 ] I've been on a track or cross country team.

[ ] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[31] I've climbed a rock wall.
[32] I've lost more than $20.
[33] I've called myself an idiot.
[34] I've called someone else an idiot.
[35] I've cried myself to sleep.
[36] I've had (or have) pets.

[37] I've owned a Spice Girls CD.
[38] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys CD.

[ ] I've mooned someone.
[ ] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[39] I've been on TV.

[] I've been to Hawaii.
[40 ] I've eaten sushi.
[41] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[42] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[43] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[44] I've watched Looney Tunes.

[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[45] I've been called a geek.
[46] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[47] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

[48] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hours
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours
[49] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[50] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.

[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[51 ] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[52] I've had/have siblings.

[ ] I've been to a rock concert.
[53] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[54] I've been in a play.

[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[55] I've been picked first in gym class.
[56] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[57] I've cried in front of my friends.

[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[58] I've freaked out over a sports game.

[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[59] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[60] I've been to Japan.

[ ] I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[61] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[62] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[63] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[64] I've been forgiven.

[65] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[66] I've cried at a chick flick.
[67] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[68] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.

[69] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[70-in a swimsuit HAHA] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[71] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[ ] I've been in a car accident.

[ ] I've done drugs.
[72] I've been homesick.
[73] I've thrown up.
[74] I've puked on someone.
[75] I've been horseback riding.

[ ] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[76] I've spoken my mind in public.
[77] I've proved someone wrong.
[78] I've been proven wrong by someone

[ ] I've broken a leg
[ ] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[79] I've fallen off a swing.
[ ] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[80] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

[ ] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[81] I've lost my backpack.

[ ] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[82] I've known someone who has died.

[83] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[84] I've done modeling.
[85] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

[86] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[87] I've realised how good my life is.
[88] I've counted my blessings.
[89] I've made fun of a classmate.
[90] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[91] I've slapped someone in the face.

[92] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[93] I've lied to someone to their face.
[94] I've told a little white lie.

[95] I've been skateboarding.
[96] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[97] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

[98] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[99] I've been pushed into a pool.

[100] I've been/am in love.

100/158.okaay that sounds shit alot.

maybe I'm just being too sensitive.
maybe other people wouldn't react like me.
then again,
I'm different thats why. ;D

shit its all crashing now):

I was just trying to be myself
Have it your way I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell
I've got to run away

It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away

I'm too young to be
Taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe
All this hypocrisy

And I wonder
How long it'll take them to see my bed is made
And I wonder
If I was a mistake

I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead

Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away

It don't make any sense to me run away

2006-06-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

new blogskin :D

I've been watching southpark on youtube since vada showed me on monday.
Its like so fricking funny(: too bad its banned hereeee :/

I havent replied doofus's letter oh crap ):
I'm SORRY!
&I'm gonna write it today.promise <33

happy advanced father's day daddy(: the greatest dad who's altho super not happy with my ways with money but rarely scolds me hahaha :D
I LOVE YOU DAD :D

training's like super duper physical nowww :/
and like theres this sec1 whos getting on my nerves with her act-cute thing >:(

hols have been q ok,except that the projects are ruining it D:
thank god I'm on track with dnt heh.

crap I havent watched the movie that i rented and I have to return it todaaay DD:

ohwell 1 week more and it bacck to school :/

&I've got you locked on my mind /-

2006-06-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

Now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping ;

watched cars & the nun yesterday.
cars was really nice sweet and all.
the nun was scary to me,but SOME PEOPLE said there was 'no kick'.LOL.

sigh I dont know whats wrong with me.
I guess I just like comparing.
though it makes me sad.

FAITH!
please dont think so much.It really isnt about you alright.bestfriends remember? :D
ILOVEYOU DEAR! <3

oh look.
'In yet another gutsy effort from a woman who loves Court Philippe Chatrier the most, Belgium's Justine Henin-Hardenne won her third Roland Garros crown with a 6-4 6-4 victory over Russia's Svetlana Kuznetsova in the final on Saturday. '

'"Winning here for the third time means maybe more than the fifth Grand Slam for me, I mean, because it's physically and mentally very hard on clay," Henin-Hardenne said. '

'"She's been very powerful. She tried to put a lot of pressure on my serve. I was playing too short. Physically I did suffer a lot," Henin-Hardenne admitted.'

'But while Henin-Hardenne was unable to penetrate Kuznetsova service games for the rest of the set, she more than held her own in her final service game, serving huge on big points. '

'The Belgian nailed an ace, a backhand down-the-line winner and on her second match point, saw Kuznetsova sail a forehand return long. '

'Henin-Hardenne then raised her arms, blew kisses to the crowd and waved to her husband, Pierre-Yves, and coach Carlos Rodriguez.'

'"In June, it's 10 years - 10 years of trust, 10 years of respect, 10 years of ups and downs, and we still together," Henin-Hardenne said of her coach. "It's amazing. I will never play tennis without him. That's the only thing I know right now."'

'The 24-year-old now owns five Grand Slams crowns, tying her with current competitors Venus Williams and Martina Hingis. '

'After a trying clay court season where she was unable to win any titles prior to Roland Garros, Henin-Hardenne once again established herself as the world premier dirt-baller, not dropping a set during the fortnight.'

WHOOPEE :D

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be
And once upon a song

2006-06-08T11:19:00.000+08:00

Some just want everything but everything means nothing if I ain't got you ;

shall do this while waiting for the game to be downloaded ;D

01.Your name plus "y"?
charmainey.haha doofus hates that name! :D

02. Two feelings at the moment?
lazy&happy.

03. What are you listening to right now?
If I Ain't Got You-Alicia Keys.

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind:
Some people think that the physical things define what's within(WITH DOESN'T) (:

05. Describe where you are right now?
cannot say. mummy told me not to tell strangers that im all alone at home.

06. The highlight of your week?
i met up with friends(:

07. What are you craving to have right now?
HAHAHA I'd kill for tiramisu noww.

08. Any unforgettable childhood memory?
too many ;D I had a fab childhood.

09. A not-so-good childhood memory?
my cousins used to lock me into the bathroom cos Im one of the youngest :/

10. What are your nickname(s)?
char/charm/monkey.pick one.

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
stop stressing so much/watch more teevee/call hweeT :D

12. Your three plans for today?
start studying/sleep/listen to music.

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
yeah.(why does this qn appear in almost every survey?)

14. Ever gotten drunk before?
nah.

16. Are you single?
you decide.

17. Say something to the person who posted this before you?
haha.

18. What do you want?
not much.I'm contented noww.OOH THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES VIDEOS&GAME (:

19. Fill in the blank:
huh?

20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers.
HI :D

21. Are you feeling hungry?
haha i'm hungry like,97.89% of the time!

22. Who do you miss right now?
too many.

23. Last friend(s) you talked to online?
the people I want to talk to noww arent online):

24. What do you like about night?
you could go crazy and no one would care.

26. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
haha so many.one of them was to be the next barbie :D

27. Last gift?
chocolates&magazines (:

28. Did you like it?
loved it.

29. What song did you last hear?
here with you-3 doors down.

30. Your good luck charm?
haha I believe in myself.I mean,what has to happen will happen one day,right?

31. Person you hate most?
hate is too strong a word.

32. Who makes you laugh the most?
LOL DOOFUS,hands down.we can talk on MSN and still laugh out loud <3

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
with no one to share,
with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you.

2006-06-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

If someone said three years from now you'd be long gone ;

2 more project days and it'll all be over :D
like how happy am I please.
can finally sleep in tommorrow&friday(:
yesterday's math meeting was q fun.
faith&I played pranks and took revenge on stead.

today's history meeting was so awkward and all :/
but at least we got work done.
*please dont think youre so great cos youre not.

I dont know whats this huge deal about yesterday[060606].
FYI: its just another day.
everywhere was like,'060606 blahblahblah'.
arrgh like whatever.

SingaporeIdol later.
I hope Gayle,doofus's friend[SHES SO PROUD OF IT HAHA],gets in.
she sounded great in the few rounds before this(:

so hooked on Pink :D
her songs sound soo great nowww (:

sigh Hingis is out of FrenchOpen):
nevermind theres still henin-hardenne&vaidisova :D

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me

I wonder if I'm just too much for you
If my kiss don't make you just
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me

And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

HOT LYRICS RIGHTTTTTTT[:

2006-06-06T06:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY JERSEY DAY MILO!

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same ;

Its 6.43am noww.
cant sleep oh crap.

anyway.
is teddy geiger worth 20bucks of my money?
HAHA I mean he sounds really great,but should I go with simmy to watch him perform?
20BUCKS CAN BUY LOTS OF STUFF LUH! :/

project with jt,stead&vada today at milo's house.
omg i was so freaking tired.
so I chose to act instead of writing the script(:
think will be more fun :D
stick it was fab(:

I LOVED TODAY :D

math proj tomms at same place.
sheesh I hate projs):

ok enough grumbling.
min&eunice were 2nd in U14 doubles ;D
nice job both of you(:

thats it Im gonna go get some sleep :/
toodles.

2006-06-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

caught X-Men:The Last Stand yesterday.omg its like the 3rd movie which I cried while watching it.It was that fab.It was so touching yet a lil scary.I want to watch it again :D

HOW COOL IS THIS :D
not a crimson colour but black says:
oh guess what guess what

charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
????

not a crimson colour but black says:
i just found out that we've know each other for 2707 days!
not a crimson colour but black says:
HAHAHA

charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
from when?
charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
till today?

not a crimson colour but black says:
i rock at mental sums. hahahahaha
not a crimson colour but black says:
yes

charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
cool wait for 6th June
charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
2710!

not a crimson colour but black says:
hahahaha
I love my longest copymonkey friend alot alot! :D

oh and I'm stead's new manager!
how dumb haha.
ILOVEYOU STEAD!
so stop being evil!
:D

'The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have them.'
-so meaningful isn't it?

2006-06-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

not a crimson colour but black ;

caught she's the man with andrea today.super nice :D
finally bought my beads.I AM SOSO HAPPY (:
went around trying on perfume so now i have different scents on me lol.
as usual,andrea bought shirts again haha.
SIMMY IS SO INDECIEVE LUH.
simmy: should I buy this shirt?
me: yes.
simmy: okok.
-after awhile-
simmy: no wait I dont want alr.I think about it.
SEE OMG OK <3>

talking to doofus now[THE ONE WHO BLOGGED FOR ME TODAY :D].gosh I love confrencing with her (:

this is how childish she is:
not a crimson colour but black says:
i'm done!! haha i bet you're still eating!! yay i beat you!! naneenaneepoopoo

how gross is she you wonder:
not a crimson colour but black says:
what's yours?[fav. color]
♥charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
LOL any bright color
♥charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
just not red
not a crimson colour but black says:
hahahaha!!
not a crimson colour but black says:
why red reminds you of menses is it

the evil in her:
♥charmaine For you I will muster every ounce of confidence and cannon ball into the water. says:
OMG I WAS PLAYING THIS TRIAL GAME AND IT SHUT DOWN ON ME):
not a crimson colour but black says:
hahaha i think it doesnt like you

But most of all,how sweet she is:

not a crimson colour but black says:

i LOVE YOU SO MUCH

ILOVEYOUTOO MY DOOFUS :D

2006-06-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D

i, charmaine tan, would like to say that i love eleanor wong rachel very much! and i think she's very smart and nice!!!! AND TALL!

hahaha i love you too charmaine!
but you love me more right?!!! hahahaha YAY.

2006-05-31T21:42:00.000+08:00

there's a little bit of something in me in everything in you ;

gawd I like jonathan leong's singing(:

QUIZIES :D

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

see see I should be a psycologist :D

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

nowww you know why I'm always excited for nothing(:

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

WOWW I'M SO MATURE HAHAH.

Your 1920's Name is:

Verda Clarabelle

What's Your 1920's Name?

GOODBYE CHARMAINE.HELLOO VERDA CLARABELLE :D-joking :p

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love

Your gemstone: Tourmaline

Your flower: Cosmos

Your colors: White and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

COOL(:

Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"

You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone.
A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people

Your flirting style: 100% natural

What turns you off: serious relationship talks

Why you're hot: you're totally addicting

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

I LIKE.

You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream

You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

YUMMY :D

2006-05-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

on this beautiful night you make everything right ;

everyone thinks of hols all the time and when it comes,everyone doesnt know what to do.how interesting.
well,I'm studying more than I'm at school cos I dream alotalot at school since Im sitting at a corner seat(: theres aircon at home anyway :D

I loved today(:
went shopping with mum and had a heart-to-heart talk after that.
it felt great just talking to my mum.seriously.
of course,I loved the shopping part as well(:
bought a halter,a top and a short-skirt.

what faith told me today really made me reflect on my setbacks and how I dealt with them <3

caught the premire of 8th&Ocean today.
rocked :D im so hooked on it(:

LOL SLEEPOVER LATER.
SO CANT WAIT LUH :D

I know you are trying to mend the friendship between ____&me,
but I dont think it will work cos its happened one time too many.
I'm scared you know.I'm really scared.
it would take a miracle for us to be like before.
still,I THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE ALL THIS TIME(:
ILOVEYOU.

quiz cos I'm soso bored from studying(:
1. andrea
2. tiffany
3. meryl
4. amanda
5. jieting
6. hannah
7. esther
8. jolene
9. ellie
10. wynne
11. eunice ho
12. marcus
13. songlin
14. hweeting
15. thanida
16. eleanor
17. minli
18. nadia
19. su
20. asshole

How did I meet 14? tennis :D
What would I do if I never met 1? OMG NO FUN SLEEPOVERS AND NO ENTERTAINMENT (:
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? lol I would laugh and think of height differences.yeah it could work haha.
Did you ever like 19? haha as a longtime friend(:
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? min would be the one scolding hannah so much :p
Describe 3. MY STEAD <3>
Do I think 8 is attractive? hell yeah(:
Do I know any of 12's family? hmm his mum?
What's 8 favourite tee? I know jt likes this shirt that goes 'LOVE MEANS NOTHING TO A TENNIS PLAYER' (:
What would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you? knowing nadia,it would be a joke ;D
What language does 15 speak? THAI!and english as well.
Who is 9 going out with? I dont know!haha maybe no. 20?LOL wait they dont know each other!
How old is 16 now? 13+ :D
When was the last time I spoke to 13? yesterday.
What's 2's band favourite band/singer? shittybangs(haha)?her jay chou :/
Would you ever date 4? haha shes hot!yeah I guess.IF I turn crooked lah.
Would you ever date 7? nah.too smart alr LOL <3
What's 10's last name? LIM!
Would you be in a serious relationship with 11? haha stead would kill me!wont you,MC :D
What school does 3 go to? TKGS/KC?HAHAHA.
Where does 6 live? pasir ris?
What's the favourite thing about 5? her SHE stuff :/
Have you seen 1 naked? HMMMMMMMMMM :D

2006-05-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

and I wonder how long it takes to runaway ;

1: What did you eat today?
- fries.seriously haha.

2: If you are given a scholarship, where would you like to study?
- sydney I guess.

3: And why is that so?
- haha I dont know!

4: How are you feeling now?
- tired and restless(:

5: When was the last time you cried?
- um I'm not sure :/

6: Who is in your mind now?
- hmm hweeting cos I'm talking to her noww ;)

7: Are you a sensitive person?
- nah not really.

8: Do you wanna get married?
- like who doesnt?

9: Describe love?
- the feeling no one actually knows what it is.

10: What will you do after this?
- EAT.Im soo hungry.

11: Where will you be after exam?
- hmm home?ohoh coffee bean.

12: Who is the person u cant live without?
- everyone I know?its sad to see anyone go,even those that I do not like.

13: Are you happy with your life?
- yes :D

14: Ever been heartbroken in high school?
- not yet?HAHAHA.

16: Favourite stuff in ur car?
- my parents car you mean.the seats so I can sleep :p

17: Who would you like to be like?
- CHARMAINE TAN ZI LIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:

18:What will you do if someone propose you now
- I would just laugh non stop.

20:When was the last time you said I love you?
- today to parents LOL.

21: Last topic you studied?
- math.

22:Latest facial wash you are using?
- some korean brand.

23: handphone brand?
- samsung.

24: Honeymoon spot?
- I dont know!

25: Last place you visited?
- farrer.I'd rather kallang.

25: Waiting for a miracle to happen?
- noo.its so boring just waiting,dont you think?

26: What are you wearing now?
- shirt and shorts.

27: Feeling homesick?
- noo haha I'm at home!

28: Last person you kissed?
- mum(:

29: Do you believe in God?
- yes

30: Song that is playing in your mind?
- beautiful disaster-Kelly Clarkson

31: favourite subject at school?
- math ;D

32: do you hate anyone?
- dislike;not hate.hate is too strong a word.

33: last person you talked to on the phone?
- tiffany/shittybangs(:

34: favourite ice cream flavour?
- cookies&cream / strawberry shortcake

35: last drink you drank?
- h2o :D

36: say something about yourself.
- I'm one happy girl ;)

2006-05-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

Open up your sleepy eyes and come alive on friday night ;

saturday was dumb and I dont want to blog about it :/

yesterday was fun(:
omg I have a way to make the other person lose in scissors,paper,stone no matter what.
if the person wins,means that she/he cheated.
if the person loses,then she/he loses lah.
see smart right(:
and I finally gave the present after like soo long :D
oh you know why are plants green and the sky,blue?
COS GOD MADE THEM SO!
hahaha nvm if you dont get it ;)
and I love the magazine&ritter sport I was treated to by someone who thinks it wasnt worth at all :p

theres SATISFACTION YOU KNOW YOU KNOW :D
and no,I dont take advantage haha!

had some talk with parents yesterday regarding ______.
sigh how can you love and feel so annoyed the next?
I mean,which girl doesn't have _______?
arrgh.

almost lost my zen microphoto so thank god I didnt(:

lost doubles today(:
why am I happy?
cos I know who will we face next IF we won.
but I think that we both,tiff&me,played ok,not our best,but ok(:
Im proud of tiff playing hard despite the blister she got before that(:
love :D
oh you know throughout the match while I was trying to encourage tiff,
I called her fats,shittybangs,etc.
I DONT KNOW WHY EITHER.
but I like the word shittybangs lol(:
STILLwecouldhavewonohwell.
omg I can't believe what I saw at farrer today :/
its something sososo unexpected hahaha!

sigh I just thats what I am.
different from others.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
I'M LOVING IT :D

singapore idol is highly entertaining.

project runway rocks my socks so much :DD

well I'm off to eat and read my treated magazine noww (:

PS: I HOPE YOU MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE HAHAHA (:

&&I so cant wait for wednesday and thursday :D

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see

And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

2006-05-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! :D
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon ;
LONG POST SO PLS BEAR WITH ME(:

FELICIA(:
you make chinese lessons quite fun
with your loooud voice and
just saying what you feel like saying
at the spur of moments during lessons:D
good luck for your nats!
:D

thursday was soso dumb.
faith pron elenna&me had stupidly somehow signed up for the science fair hah.
so we went SAJC.
omg then I realised I can actually go home straight from there cos its like so much nearer!
but I left my bag in school.
faith was having the time of her life gloating LOL.

yea we were given 1hour to walk around the exhibits.
BORING COS THERE WERE SOO MANY WORDS BUT NO EXPLANATION :/
but there was this scgs exhibit which was so coool and they offered fruit plus and I didnt realise till after we left!
we spent 39mins touring SAJC.beeg ha.
we all bought icecreams except the person who gloated at me cos she had no money left :p
LOL.

yea then when we came back to school,
there was meet-the-parents session.
but pron wanted to see mr ho about changing to tennis(:D)
then we saw Mrs Taufiq in 2e9 sitting there looking so LONELY(HAHA).
so we went in since pron's guardian was supposed to see her but couldnt make it.
Mrs T. : What are you all doing here?
Faith&me: (in pissed voices)Hi Mrs Taufiq.We are pronvara's guardians.you wanted to see us?!
Mrs T. : (trying not to laugh)AHH YES.pron (insert bad stuffs)
and she starts laughing and laughing non-stop lol.
oh and we are TKGS's very own.. TEACHER ENTERTAINERS :D
lol and pron was like dancing to TKSS's band songs luh(:
<3

yea and I wondered why was my bag so light.
WHEN I WENT HOME I REALISED I LEFT
MY PENCIL CASE AND MY FILE AT SCHOOL'S COM LAB D:
omg you have noo idea how worried was I :S

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY was bittersweet.
someone kind had put my missing stuffs on my table :D
TO THAT SOMEONE,THANKS YOU SOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH OK(:
during music,faith and I played titanic.
thank god no mistakes during exam.
(thanks faith for helping me(:)
yea and kelly gave me the only blue reebok gym bag she had won from big walk since she had it already :p
others had to settle for the red one(:
(omg I had no idea that if you won even a consolation prize in big walk,you get a whole bag of reebok goodies!)
PE WAS BEST cos our inpromtu performance rocked;A OK!
:D
faith&I almost lost our shoes during recess.
oh Im not a prefect anymore!~~whoopee~~ :S
but extented probation.
should I be happy/sad?

oh after school when thanida&I had crossed the road,she was like,wheres your badge?
and I realised I dropped it wth.
so we left our boxes of books and bags at day&night
and went back to school to buy new ones ahaha.
then leo huang made us hand up some stuffs for her at staff rm.
just as we were leaving staff room,ms lee had to stop us and talk to us about history haha.
so funny and after that thanida was like,what did she say?
I THINK AFTER THIS SEMESTER,I UNDERSTAND THANIDA MORE NOWW :D
and I used to think she just studied non-stop.shes like superrr funny lol. <3
Im gonna miss 2e3 when the year ends sigh D:

I think I love you more and more each day you hot model(:

god I love this song :S
If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down,
~~darling~~baby wait and see.
And between now and then,
till I see you again,I'll be loving you.

Love, me.

(P.S: FAITH THE PHOTOS!) LOVE!

2006-05-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

what I thought was a dream just was not ;

from susu/milk(:
A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- Your wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;-)
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You're so damn cute
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-You're talkative.
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell you what to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z- your lovable

ohoh for meee its
C- You're wild and crazy (true to an extent)
H-You have very good personality and looks.
A- Damn good in bed
R-You're talkative. (DUH)
M-success comes easily to you.
A- Damn good in bed
I-You have a nice ass (HAHAHA)
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
E-You're Super cool.

oh girls ~~gossip~~talk alot cos they're girls(:

2006-05-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MUMMY&STEAD'S DADDY! [2505]

I've never needed a friend like I do now ;

mummy(:
though I think you won't read this,
but I just want to say
thanks for being the coolest mum ever :D
thank you for tolerating with my rubbish all the time
and picking me up when I fell,sometimes at your own expense.
no matter how much we argue,
ILOVEYOU MUMMY :D

we had the career awareness talks today.
I signed up for media&psycology,
but went for media&public relations.
OHMYGOSH THE MEDIA TALK ROCKED
when power98's Rosalyn took over for the 2nd half of it.
they gave away YellowCard's album&posters i think.
supeeeeeer entertaining.
public relations talk was q ok.
but cos alot of people had to leave early since it was after school,
I tell you,
the speaker looked so pissed luh ha.
yes and I told dionne I'm NEVER EVER GONNA BE A SPEAKER COS I THINK ITS SO DEPRESSING TO SEE UNINTERESTED PEOPLE DOING THEIR OWN STUFFS like me hahaha.

yeah lunched with min after that.
finally managed to persuade her to eat the wonton mee across school after like 6546765765743minutes ok.
talked&gossiped alot.
she gave me good advice about something.
I think.
SHE MAKES A GREAT LUNCH PARTNER <3

oh yesterday during history,
cos we were peer marking our work,
so I took stead's&vice versa.
yeah then ms lee saw someone who didnt do.
so she was like,'are you a tennis player?'
the girl was like,'noo.'
and since I sat behind the girl,
I kept laughing cos IM the tennis player.
ms lee looked at me and was like,
'ahh YOU are the tennis player!do your work ah,you know who I sit beside with(mr ang-tennis ic) in staff rm ah muahahaha' and just walked off okaay.
waaay freaky.

OH CONGRATS MR&MRS ANG BY THE WAY :DD

you know stead,
sometimes I just feel
like wacking you and your mind&heart :/
<3

I dont want to go science fair;I want training ):
~~oh wait I train for what?~~
~~no competititon anw~~ :/

I need to talk to ht nowwww D:

sigh is being 'emo' thaat great?
not only do you depress yourself,
but others as well.

OH GOMENASAI BY TATU ROCKS(:
though it sounds sad and all.
super meaningful lyrics.

you.
THIS IS ME-EMMA ROBERTS
when you walked into my life
you made me feel so right
i believed in all your love,
but you started holding on too tight

i don't like pretending for you
keeping track of the lies is too hard to do

oh baby let me breathe
love me or set me free
i don't want you to think
you know what i should be
i'm just waiting for you to see
this is me, this is me

if you want to stay by my side
you're gonna have to change your mind
i'm not asking for you, to be my prince
why can't you see my beauty inside

baby if that's too hard to do,
then i guess i'm sorry not for me but for you

oh baby let me breathe
love me or set me free
i don't want you to think
you know what i should be
i'm just waiting for you to see
this is me, this is me

if you could take a minute
try to believe i swear,
you'd see me shine
can't you see that this is me

oh baby let me breathe
love me or set me free
i don't want you to think
you know what i should be
i'm just waiting for you to see
this is me, this is me

oh baby let me breathe
love me or set me free
i don't want you to think
you know what i should be
i'm just waiting for you to see
that this is me

2006-05-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

I don't care as long as you love me haha ;

had the lit enrichment today;went with eun.
they made us wait for 1hour due to technical problems.
BUT WE STILL COULDNT HEAR WHAT THEY WERE SAYING!
it was like watching a silent movie ok lol.
then halfway though,eu ho calls and the movie dissappears
cos electricity was cut off or sth.
WOW.
so no more movie.
OHOH THEN EUN WANTED TO TAKE HER WATER BOTTLE
BUT SHE TOUCHED MY HAND AND STARTED SCREAMING LIKE A CRAZED FREAK.
SO EMBARASSING OK LOL.

saw so many couples from a certain school luh haha.

I like my english marks for now(:

OMG STEAD'S ON HIGH NOW OKKK SO SHE'S EXTRA(ahem!) NICE :D
yeah and her dad's birthday is like on the same day as mummy's(:
I'll prove that she was extra nice!

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
AHAHAHA

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
you weird weird stead

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
haha
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
stead is too high la

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
duh right?
charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
YOU ARE SO WEIRD YOU KNOW THAT.

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
haha shhh
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
<333333333333333333

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
AWW OK CONTINUE BEING HIGH COS YOU'LL BE NICE THAT WAY

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
WAd
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
den i nt nice
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
i be mean right
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
(:

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
(: NOOO

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
hahaha
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
YAY
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
*kisses!

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
HHAHAHA

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
(: MUAH

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
yayness
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
WO AINI

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
lol ilu
charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
you really are transfering at the end of term):

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
arent you happy for me
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
HAHHA
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
if i can,i would i thhink

charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
S: I DONT KNOW HAHA
charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
NOOO COS YOURE IN MY PROJ GRPS
charmaine; Maybe your love will catch like fire as it burns through me. says:
!!!!!!!

M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
JAJAJ
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
ASS HOLE.
M-chen MR CHILDISH - WHEN - HIGH says:
i see first!

SEESEE NORMALLY SHE WOULD SAY WANTS TO TRANSFER SO MUCH AND EVERYTHING(:
<3
(I HAD TO ADD BACK SOME PARTS OR SHE 'LL JUST KEEP BUGGING ME THAT SHE SAVED MY LIFE AND ALL :D)

oh I helped who I dislike alot today.
I myself am shocked.

so not looking to hols.PROJECTS OVERLOAD OKK.

maybe what faith said is right :/

oh shit I am feeling so shitty reflective nowww):

oh I heard this on the radio:
'If you think love is sensible,then you're not cut out for love at all.'
so true(:

*and honey you know I'll fly to the moon for you :D

2006-05-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

OLN OPEN HOUSE TOMORROW!
9AM-6PM.
EX-OLN PEOPLE,PLEASE TRY TO GO(:
ITS FREEEEE :D

2006-05-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

I need intervention&attention to stop this wretched scream ;

its not that I dont believe you.
but it sounds unbelieveable,even minli says so.
FYI,if they missed us out,they would redraw again.
thats what happened last term.
you dont know how important it is for minli&me.
we went trainings though we were sick for this.
now we have nothing to look forward too.
and hello,if it was true,
why the hell are you like worked up about it?
ibetyourelikehappycosyourethecentreofattentionagain.wellyougotithandsdown.

omg I failed home ec by 0.5marks :/
worse,its was the cooking part which I failed!
my mum was like,'you better cook at home!'
LOL.

yesterday was a shitday.
i'm sorry ):

elliot is out of American Idol )):
I dont watch it often,but I'll tell you,
I wanted him to win ):
oh BJ&Tyler won Amazing Race (:
I wanted Ray&Yolanda,
but ohwell its better than the frat boys winning it xD

simmy asked who was my bestfriend.
I started saying so many names and she was like,
'NO 1 NAME ONLY DUMB!'
(simmy cant be my bestfriend anw,
SHES MY GODSIS :D)
haha so I told her(:
wouldnt you like to know :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
thanks for being the greatest asshole ever(:
continue being one :D
yeah and Im sorry to have worried you yesterday.
thanks for your dumb calls.
LOVEYOU :D

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
and staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

Larger then the moon, my love for you
World's collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

2006-05-17T16:38:00.000+08:00

you act like you never had love and you want me to go without ;

great I can't seem to download any more versions of it.
arrgh this sucks.

this term results are a lil weird.
chinese is higher than sci&geog?
and I dont even study for chinese?
wth pls.
oh I got A back for math&lit :D
well overall not good but not bad either.
I improved a lil thank god.

to everyone whos sad over marks and all,
CHEER UP AND WORK HARDER
COS THERE'S STILL 2 TERMS :D

people stop slitting please):

ms lee came back from the US.
OH YEAH BABY MY HISTORY IS SAVED :D
yes and I tell the group so many times I want the KISSABLES wrapper,
they say I'm being naggy.
great so now I don't have it cos they forgot.
so much for me being naggy.

went out with simmy on saturday.
and I had to play the 'baddie' infront of her parents by sneaking her new-bought bag in?
LOL SO DUMB.

so cant wait for the 30th(:

oh doofus is gonna write me letters again yay :D
ILOVEELEANORWONGRACHEL(:

you know.
you should just stop acting pitiful infront of me.
cos it wont work.
Im not like others;
I dont give a damn if you cry or whatsoever.
cos you are the one who cheats.
and don't feel bad about it.
WOW I wouldn't be able to carry it off
cos I would be feeling gulity now,unlike you now.
WELL ITS YOUR LIFE.
Im just disappointed in having a friend like you.

gonna study now(:
iloveyou :D

2006-05-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

I can't do this upall night cos I know I'm no superman ;

I'm so proud of myself cos I understand math again x)

haha while jo says that 'blog pass protection is easy to hack into',
eun says that though she knows the pass,she has to try up to 5 times to get it right.
go figure.

so I didn't go school today.
had flu and infections.
BUT MR YAP DECIDES TO POSTPONE THE SPRING TEST TO NEXT WEEK.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :/
on the bright side,
I didn't go to the botanical gardens today.
heard it was boring and people got biten by mosquitos and all.
ohwell.

this term's results are q okaay.
except for science and history):

shit man if I'm not wrong,
the nice relief teachers are leaving this week.
no more slacking arrgh.

and now eunice ho is finally enlightened by everything(:
hoho.

~~MoJo got kicked out of amazing race heh.~~
omg I so cant wait for the new season of project runway yay.
they'd better have people as good as kara saun :D
why does ch5 show all the nice shows like scrubs at midnight? :/
damn I'm addicted to the tube noww :D

the nicest love song of all time?COME WHAT MAY(:
its one of the few that makes you actually listen to it right right xD

oh I found this off the internet.

recipe for love(:

Ingredients
2 Hearts Full of Love

2 Heaping Cups of Kindness

2 Armfuls of Gentleness

2 Cups of Friendship

2 Cups of Joy

2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness

2 Huge Scoops of Trust

2 Minds Full of Tenderness
1 Lifetime of Togetherness

Method
Stir daily with Happiness,

Humor and Patience.

Serve with Warmth and Compassion,

Respect and Loyalty.

sweet,isnt it? :D

haho ok its like 0122am now,
so goodnight(:

2006-05-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within ;

omg I'm addicted to the voice within by Christina Aguilera :S

today's talk for once,
was kinda meaningful.
the Ling person sounds so much like corrine may(:
and she seems really nice as well ha.

oh stead owes me like 4 bottles of 100+
cos I gave her something(:

faith was like superb nice today :D

sigh my history sucked big time this term shit):

I think ____ is like super pissed with me
for trying for vj.
I mean,I'm just trying.
its not confirmed I'm in.
sorry ____!

I just passed science(:
fine so I'm mad for being happy;
but i seriously didn't expect to even pass.

YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU WANT TO CHEAT AND EVERYTHING,
ITS YOUR LIFE.
YOU'LL ONLY REGRET,
COS LIKE FAITH SAID,
YOU"RE GONNA FEEL GUILTY
FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
BECAUSE OF 1 MARK.
I WOULD RATHER JUST PASS SCIENCE AND NOT CHEAT
~~THEN TO CHANGE ANSWERS TO EVEN PASS.~~

YOU THOUGHT NO ONE SAW;BUT YOU JUST FORGOT ABOUT ME.

oh its the 9th todaaaaaaaaay :D
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high;no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

2006-05-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

do the memories fall like a driving rain ;

add all the points to see how much of a guy you are.

[ ] you own a jersey
[x] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[x] you play more than 1 sport for fun
[ ] you hate pink..
[x] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun(hell yeah!)
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its funny when people get hurt
Total = 5

[x-at times] shopping is torture
[ ] pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy.. its fun
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid
[x] painting your nails is weird/stupid.
[ ] you own a ps2
[ ] you own an xbox(i want)
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter
[ ] you own a psp
Total = 2

[ ] you used to be obsessed with powerrangers
[x] you watch sports center
[x] sports on tv are awesome
[ ] gorey movies are the best
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball cap
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain
Total = 3

[ ] you like going to basketball games
[ ] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[x] you like to freak out your sister or brother(who doesnt?)
[x] you used to or do collect baseball cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[x] you get sports illustrated/other sports magazine
[x] fire is cool
[x] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature
Total = 6

[ ] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people(no its not!)
[x] green black red or blue are your favoritecolor(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[x] you dont care about watching your weight
[ ] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what peoplethink
[ ] youre the one who asks a guy/girl out not the other way around
[x] climbing is fun(uh huh)
[XXX] contact sports like football are fun(most def)
Total: 5

I'M 21% GUYISH..

add all the points to see how much of a girl you are.

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted(hate painting them)
[ ] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies(I bet you were as well XD)
[ ] my favorite color is purple
[x] i did Gymnastics
[x-kinda] i love skirts
[ ] hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate(EVERYONE DOES.)
[x] i've never had a real job
TOTAL:5

[ ] my hair is straightened
[x] i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ] i usually go shopping once a week
[x] i love to hang out with friends
[ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[x] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 4

[ ] i wear a shower cap
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] i wear mascara everyday
[ ] i've been, OR am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] i have gotten my nails done
[ ] i own over 10 purses
TOTAL:2

[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] i love to have other girls do my hair
[x] i give or receive hugs from all my friends
[x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[ ] carnivals are so fun!!
[ ] summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] im waiting for my knight in shining armor(:D)
[ ] pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 3

[ ]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
[x] i am self-conscious.
[ ] i cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla
[x] my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ] i dont do sports
[ ] i HATE to run
[ ] i squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] i eat dried fruit as a snack
[x] i love romance novels
TOTAL: 3

[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ] i dance a lot
[ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] i love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] i talk on the phone at least once a day to myfriends
[x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[x] price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL:5

[ ] i wish i were a model
[ ] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ] i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] i pop my collar
[ ] i like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[ ] i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL:2

[ ] cats are adorable(NOT!)
[ ] i write my own music/song/lyric
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!(eww)
[x] white is better then black
[x] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes(i wish)
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[x] i love to read gossip magazines
[x] i love to gossip
TOTAL: 6

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] i love Celine dion
[x] My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ] my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group. wemostly only hang out with each other
[x-like,not LOVE] i like kids
[ ] diet drinks are the best
[ ] im all about being vegetarian
[ ] i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ] i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL:2

[x] i LOVE life!
[ ] i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] claires has cheap jewlery
[ ] my screen names have x's in them
[x] either one of my friendster profile has/had<3>
[x] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[x] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[ ] i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[X ] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 6

..AND 38% GIRLISH :D

2006-05-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER IN ADVANCE[0805] (:

And all I really want is for you to stick around ;

my brother's 9 tomorrow(:
fine so we fight alot,
but who doesn't fight with their siblings?
hope you liked the present anyway(:
no matter what,
lovelovelove!

we ate at spageddies(sp?) to celebrate just now.
gawd the food there was great.
esp the fondue.
oh the company as well(:

gosh I'm getting faaaaat):
OK HOPE NOT LUH.

oh yes.
I thank you for giving in during my moodswings and weird tantrums.
I'm glad that you didn't give up on me today.~~yetiwasafraidyouwould :/~~
I'm thankful for every single thing you do,be it letting me take your food to letting me have my way(:
love tons&tons&tons :D

23 more day to MoS(:
20 more days to hols :D
5 more days to looong weekend(:
3 more days to NOMORETESTS :D
2 more days to coolness ha.

1 more day to brother's birthday :DD

oh there are too many may babies whoops:D

I'm on a high(:

Would you dance if I asked you to dance

Would you run and never look back

Would you cry if you saw me crying

would you save my soul tonight

Would you tremble if I touched your lips

Would you laugh oh please tell me this

Now would you die for the one you love

Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby

I can kiss away the pain

I will stand by you forever

You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine

Would you lie;would you remember

My angel be have I lost my mind

I don't care you're here tonight

2006-05-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

would you cry if you saw me crying ;

I finally finshed my dnt(:
for now :/

just talked to hannah.
shit screw all those friendship and all the problems.
arrgh I hate all this.
why cant you guys just patch up?
I love both of you,
so I'm NEUTRAL.

~~lookthiswholeisallmyfault.~~
~~yourenotuselessoranything.~~
~~sodontblameyourselfplease?~~
~~damnicanjustfeelthetearscominganytimenow.~~

oh my brother writes weird chinese sentences haho.

I went shopping yesterday with mummy.
I'm a happy girl now(:
ithink.

I love this song cos its full of meaning for me now(:
RUSH-ALY&AJ
Into your head, into your mind
Out of your soul,
Race through your veins
You can escape, you can escape.

Into your life, into your dreams
Out of the dark,
So light again.
You can exclaim, you can exclaim.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

More than you land
Spinning around,
Lifting your feet right off the ground,
You can't believe this is happening now.

Can you feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

It takes you to another place,
Imagine everything you can.
All the colors start to blend,
The system overloads again.

Can you feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you,

Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

toodles.
:S

2006-05-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FOURTEENTH JOLENE(:

she could be the supermodel of every magazine but she could never ever replace you ;

JO YOU PRUNE(:
enjoy your birthday alright.
love loads :D

no more freaking cas to think about this freaking term ~~except the chinese one but cant study(:~~
I finished the history ca yay :D
sigh I better do well for the math sp.irritating.

you know what?
it isn't my fault that this happened in the end.
I did help you;you just didn't know.
its not like I wouldn't want the best for you.
but you just dont ~~fcuking~~ understand.
SO now you're dao-ing me when I didn't make the stupid decision.
arrgh I swear,theres a limit to my patience.
whatever I don't give a shit to anything that hurts me likes this.
and I thought you were my bestfriend.
screw you.

STEAD is like being nice now(:
no wait its because I wrote her something ha!
AND ITS GONNA BE ON FRIENDSTER :D
oh cheer up cos NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE.
I LOVE YOU STEAD :D
ohshitsomeonesjealous :/

i liked today.
cos you pissed me off by being late and lying,
BUT YOU WERE NICE IN THE END
COS I BECAME EVIL(:
but don't do that again cos I'll hate you :/

EUNICECHEW(:
be nice alright?
I will still love you.
cos I'm neutral towards the both of you.
cheer up <3

damn I'm being mushy(:

2006-04-30T14:37:00.000+08:00

you found me when no one else was looking ;

You're supposed to get below 60 points in total to be considered an angel!

1) Smoked
2) Consumed alcohol
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) Made out with someone of the same sex
7) Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) Watched porn
9) Bought porn
10) Done drugs
TOTAL: 5

11) Taken pain killers
12) Taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) Lied to your parents
14) Lied to a friend
15) Snuck out of the house
16) Done something illegal
17) Cut yourself
18) Hurt someone
19) Wished someone to die
20) Seen someone die
TOTAL: 8

21) Missed curfew
22) Stayed out all night
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) Been to a therapist
25) Been to rehab
26) Dyed your hair
27) Received a ticket
28) Been in a wreck
29) Been to a club
30) Been to a bar
TOTAL: 4

31) Been to a wild party
32) Been the Mardi Gras
34) Had a spring break in Florida
35) Sniffed anything
36) Wore black nail polish
37) Wore arm bands
38) Wore t-shirts with band names
39) Listened to rap
40) Own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 4

41) Dressed gothic
42) Dressed prep
43) Dressed punk
44) Dressed grunge
45) Stole something
46) Been too drunk to remember anything
47) Blacked out
48) Fainted
49) Had a crush on your neighbor
50) Had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 7

51) Snuck into someone else's room
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) Been to a concert
54) Dry humped someone
55) Been called a slut
56) Called someone a slut
57) Installed speakers in your car
58) Broke a mirror
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) Cruised the mall
64) Skipped school
65) Had an eating disorder
66) Had an injury
67) Gone to court
68) Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) Caught something on fire
70) Lied about your age
TOTAL: 5

71) Owned an apartment
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) Cheated with someone
74) Got in trouble with the police
75) Talked to a stranger
76) Hugged a stranger
77) Kissed a stranger
78) Rode in the car with a stranger
79) Been sexually harassed
80) Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 4

81) Met face to face with someone you met online
82) Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) Been to a fair
86) Been called a bad influence
87) Cursed
88) Prank called someone
89) Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 9

91) Cheated on homework
92) Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) Been pushed into a pool
94) Played pool
95) Watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) Had a crush on someone younger than you
98) Wear eyeliner
99) Skinny dipped
100) Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 6

TOTAL-57points(:

I love hannah(:
but she loves me more right?
HAHAAH.

2006-04-30T10:36:00.000+08:00

Hannah blogging for Charmaine (:
Yes (: Hello everyone. I'm blogging for Charmaine because I just realised she's very sweet. I'll probably regret it after saying this cause she's gonna remind me of what I said once I meet her again but It's okay (: Char's so lazy, i've got to update her blog for her, haha :D But anyway (: Thank Char, for cheering me up time and time again and the memories and everything? I wouldn't trade them for the world :D Yes, let's go out some time <333
<3nah

((:

2006-04-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive ;
HAPPY 14TH IN ADVANCE HANNAH FOO[2904]! (:

tag replies(:
faye-hey!haha yea.heard you came down on thursday.too bad I wasn't there): haha hope to see you real soon!
jt-haha thanks for doing my art okaaye!but I still did the 2nd page myself seeee!HAHO.
alina-XOXO(:
olivia-you strawberry shortcake!we finally finished the english thingy :D
hannah-iloveyou too dear(:
andrea-WHOS BLOG?
eun-shut up man ha.
m*-stead!!dont transfer! DDD: cant wait for may30th woohoo <3

HANNAH(:
our promises,our secrets.
they make my day as well(:
be happy everyday dear and let nothing spoil your day.
remember.
ILOVEYOUALWAYS YOU FUNNY WOMAN(:

stead's transfering.
sigh now there will no one to gossip alot with me and all):
well no more bites at least(:
ANYWAY JUST GO TO THE PARTY WITH ME KAY <3

was super sick the whole week.
skipped training and school.
~~whoopie(:~~ oops.

eunice chew is freaking whiny.
like seriously.

~~new blogskin with bright colors = new positive attitude(:~~

I love today.
cos everything was great today.
and its the end of the week(:

2006-04-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me ;

this has been a week I would never want to repeat.
ever again.

I want a new blogskin yay(:

anyway.
had the science test today.
arrgh I wrote a correct answer and cancelled it out at the last minute):
like how dumb am i.

went pp with stead,jt and vada.
haha I ALMOST ATE SOMEONE'S PREZTEL(:
stead and jt wanted to eat sushi when they were like vada and I,broke.
so when they were looking at suki&sakae,we walked away.
and we got caught and both of us were like 'OOPS(:'
stead was PMSing.I HOPE SOMEONE HAS CHEERED YOU TODAY(:

sigh 1 week of not being able to talk to you sucks):

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm aggressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
Cause every moment gone you know I miss you

I'm the question and you're of cos the answer
Just hold me close boy cos I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

Just your presence and I second guess my sanity
Yes it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots so when I see you I get so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock

2006-04-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

You know I didnt mean for the winds to change ;

I'm feeling alot better now.
physically&mentally.
so no worries(:

ILOVEMERYLCHENZHIYA.
you crazy woman.
my happy feelings are back.
so yeah you need not slap me.
just keep me happy cos you've been asked to ;)
HAH <3

I got eunice to carry my bag today(:
how freakin cool to get the dao-est woman in our level to do that for me(:
ILOVEEUNICECHEWENCI.

I'm so glad everything's alright again.
you're right.I should trust you more often haha!
thanks for like trying to cheer me up although I kept pushing you away.
oh and worrying for me heh.
you're like so nice to me and yet I treat you like that.
SORRY ;)
<33

oh and mrs lim&mrs chia are actually very nice.haha ;)

now to get the flu bug to go away.

And all I've been doing is protecting
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
We could be more than just amazing

I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting
We could be more than just amazing

2006-04-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

So baby turn your love up loud ;

tag replies(:
alina-welcome(: you rock as well <3
mag-aww iloveyou too(:
andrea-haha whatevers.I want to borrow more books btw(:
eun-qing asks weird questions.but nah i wouldn't.its mr YOUKNOWWHO Im pissed with.haah yeah sure(:
meryl-noo its you who loves me.more hha.thanks for everything today you famous bung(: <3
tiffy-PARTNER(: haha whatevers you and your crap you nincompoot(: aww its rare to see you being so sweet and all <3
eunice-haha you too(:

I realised I cant go without my blog.
so I'm like gonna blog ONCE IN A WHILE.
haha.

thanks to a certain ________,
I had 13/14 for math sp.
but now?
ARRGH.
~~I'LL HATE YOU TILL THE PIGS FLY.~~
I'LL DETEST YOU TILL COWS GROW WINGS.
~~I'LL ABHOR YOU TILL YOU HAVE HORNS.~~
sheesh.
all that crap I had to take.
you knew this a superb important term for me.
YET YOU HAD TO SCREW IT UP FOR ME.
$%^&.

anyway.

THANKS(:

mummy&daddy(:,you,eunice,tiffany,minli,syafiqah,meryl,joleneTAN,

mag,alina,kelly,denise,hannah,georgienne,melody,deannie,

vada,pronvara,etc :DD

for trying to cheer me up so much these few days(:

I love you guys alotalot <3

I'm so sorry for worrying and scaring you people with my cryings and all(:

talking to jo now.

she tried to threaten me with a SONG(:

and yes she helped me with the art photoshop thingy kay haha.

haha oh and I liked what you wore for the lit thingy btw :]

looks so avril lavigne-y haha.

I ALMOST WENT TO WATCH CLICK5):

~~I don't want to do anything already.~~

~~so tired trying to be happy when its obviously not.~~

~~sigh screw everything.~~

~~I wanna transfer.~~

~~anywhere but here.~~

I lost myself at your show last night

Looking at the sparkling eyes

In the middle of a fresher crowd

You keep living like you're a movie star

But tell me who you really are

When the lights go down

Pop princess hold my hand

Pop princess I'm a fan

Pop princess I need you now

Freak me out turn me inside out

Pop princess make me smile

Pop princess drive me wild

Pop princess I need you now

So baby turn your love up loud

You were hiding in a darkened stall

Waiting on your curtain call

Getting your piece of mind

But I was looking past the glossy stare

I knew who was really there

And I'd like to spend some time

2006-04-11T17:34:00.001+08:00

HIATUS(:
will be back blogging as soon
as I get my grades and all sorted out.
continue tagging cos I will reply I guess(:
thanks for reading and everything(:
<3

2006-04-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

oh baby when you talk like that you make a woman go mad ;

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ANDREA!

babe you're 14 now!
I'm soso sorry for not spending your birthday with you):
thanks for always being there for me and all!
you're gonna have a great year I bet(:
only 365 days till you're 15.
watching my childhood friend grow up is soso cool :D
<333456789 ALWAYS(:

anyways.
so many common cas this fricking term.
study charmaine,study.

trg was horrid yesterday.
to eunice ho-thanks for trying to calm me during training haha <3

was in a bad mood yesterday.
due to everything.
from lit to training.
but I'm better now thanks to the people who calmed me down(:

6 weeks left to freedom.

I have to work hard.
like superb hard):

mag you aren't dumb alright? <333

I have no idea why,
but I soso cant wait for tourney to start.
thank god tiff already handed in our forms(:

okaay till then.

2006-04-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

where'd you go,I missed you so ;

'hi pretty(:'
'oh hi gorgeous(:'

at denise's hse doing history.
haha like omg I woke at 0730 for this.
and then I have lit later SIGH.
oh and I'll get simmy tai chi's gift after that.
(:

like I'm spending so much money these days):

this week has been filled with so many cas.
and so is next week oh well):

denise's handwriting is so retarded(:

2006-04-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

someday I'm gonna realise everything's just a dream ;

great ending to mats for us(:
we won nanyang&kc 4-1 :D
like how happy&proud am I of the team.
I love all 14 of you(:

our last times leading the team DD:
how much I'm seriously gonna miss you and your hilarious ways
of teaching me leadership&in leading the team.
so many words I want to say,so I'll sum it all up.
I DONT WANT YOU TO GO):

history was q okaay today(:
thank god I didn't get a sudden block(:
well I really want to do well :/

I feel so ill ugh):

check out hwee's blog.
its like superb meaningful(:

arrgh I feel so mixed right now :/

2006-04-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she'd read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I want to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody,
To come and set me free.

I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves m
eSomebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me
When I give myself then it has to got to be, an equal thing

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody,
To come and set me free

I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself

I can slay, my own dragons
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

2006-03-30T18:44:00.001+08:00

you've got my head spinning around ;

I'm so tired.
I <33>
anyway.
it rained on monday.
so we didn't play nanyang.
we played kc yesterday and it rained halfway.
sufern&I=BIMBOS(:

tiff/eunice played 1st doubles against sufern and melissa.
and tiff hit eunice's head while serving.coolness aye(:
played 3rd singles against some girl called victoria tan(HAH).
and almost the whole kc didn't want their urmm teammate to win?
yes so funny.
score was 5-2(40-40) before it rained.
pray that I win(:

oh min cant like not dao me(:
love!

I will miss you.
tons and tons DD:
I don't want you to go):

oh and on monday on our way back to school,
eunice and I took su's phone and she didn't know(:
we gave her back like half an hour later haha!
susu is naive.

math ca was alright,
but i couldn't do some parts):
I hope I do okaay :/
maan I'm regretting not doing better for 1st term DD:

I want to enjoy term 2.
and I'm not gonna let anyone ruin it for me.

gosh glenn is so lame.
and oh so kaypoh for a guy pls(:

faith love,
thanks for helping me with science and history(:

mdm youknowwho went nuts today.
she booked people like crazy.
and then,she like ran and pracitically jumped over the table.
like she thought she was in a jackie chan movie,goodness.
so freaking crazy.
and everyone obviously laughed and she threatened to book us?
DRAMA(:

oh mummy is back(:

hannah,
plspls.don't fret too much over it.
iloveyou.
and as I promised,I'm here for you.
cheer up dearest(:

yes have I mentioned I <33 face="Verdana">
to hannah min susu etc and you(:
FAR AWAY-NICKELBACK

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last danc
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long

So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go(:

2006-03-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

Pretty face will help you get by ;

What did you eat today?
-bread,rice,macs&junk foods(:

If you are given a chance, where would you like to study?
- anywhere but here :/

And why is that so?
- life would be more interesting&fun?

How are you feeling now?
-tired.

When was the last time you cried?
-no idea.

Who is on your mind?
-the people of the world(:

Are you a sensitive person?
-depends.

Do you wanna get married?
-helloo yes(:

Describe love.
-it isn't love if you hear sounds like fireworks&heartbeats?haha I don't know.

What will you do after this?
-phone the usual(:

Where will you be after exam?
-kallang!

Are you happy with your life?
-yes.

Current fear?
-worse pains on my back for me):

Who would you like to be like?
- I love myself(:

What will you do if someone proposes to you now?
-stare at the weirdo for a loooong,loooong time.

Last topic you studied?
-math.

Latest facial wash you are using?
-some japanese/korean brand

handphone brand?
-samsung

Honeymoon spot?
-somewhere quiet and beautiful.

Waiting for a miracle to happen?
-hmm I'm always waiting for miracles(:

What are you wearing now?
- shorts and shirt

Feeling homesick?
-IM AT HOME?

Last person you kissed?
-mum.

Do you believe in God?
-yup

Song that is playing in your mind?
-far away-nickelback(:

favourite subject in school?
-ohoh recess!

do you hate anyone?
- not currently

last person you talked to on the phone?eunice.

favourite ice cream flavour?
-cookies and cream/ben&jerry's marsha marsha mashmallow(:

last drink you drank?
-coke(:

say something about yourself
-I love drake bell :DD

say something to the guy/gal you like.
- hello asshole(:

2006-03-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

Let those speakers blow your mind ;

tag replies(:
alina-haha whatever(: thanks for everything.loves!
jt-nice right ;) oh cheer up tomato!(:
mag-aww(:
m*-thanks for everything stead.i just feel so mixed now?but im better so no worries(: oh my testimo?lovelove!
eun-LOL you are so evil to RGS(: thanks(:
hwee-thanks for your words of encouragement ;)

thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up(:
I'm better now so yeah.
I won't think of ~~the outcome~~;
only the lessons I've learned.
oh Im sorry if I dao-ed anyone yesterday.
thank God for family&friends(:

mum left for taiwan today D:
guess that affected me as well):

anyway.
rumor has it that we are changing places DD:
idontwant):

prefect's confrence was better than Ive expected.
bad part?I had to wake at 0600.ON A SATURDAY.
the vs head prefect was like 'bullied' during the icebreakers?yeah.
but overall it was fun.

oh thanks to the prize giving thingy on thursday,
everyone knew that I didn't come to school cos pron helped me to collect my prize.
everyone=people I dont even know.
some sec2s(who i don't even know) came to me and asked if i was the girl in tennis who didn't come on thurs :/

its so weird.
i was thinking about what happened yesterday,
and all of a sudden,
faith msgs me to not think about it(:
cool right(:
ilovefaith :D

oh relink jt/tomato(:

I'm freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause it's no fun to be the one
Going out of my head

So I tell it to myself again
You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way

But what can you say
You're gonna have a good day

2006-03-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

and I don't know why,I cant keep my eyes off you ;

we lost to rgs today-2-3.
SIGH AND TIFFY AND I WERE THE DECIDING POINT.
the only good thing was I aced jl(: and made cf mad =P
but other than that,
i don't know.
sigh.

we were 2-8 down,but we caught till 5-8 then we lost.
its like,we tried our best,
so wth do the coaches want?!
i came out crying alot and thankfully,min&eu were there(:
they cheered tiffy& I up.
THEN ____ had to made us cry again.
and this time,min cried as well.
she seriously told ____,
'_____,your voice made us all feel so pressured'
and _____ scolded her.
so she cried.
I STILL LOVEYOU MY DEAR MIN(:
AND I'M PROUD OF YOU BESTFRIEND :D

then ____&____ asked us,
'do you both think you tried your best?'
tiffy& i said yes.
so #%$$%______ asked,
'if today was your best,what was wednesday?'

I mean,
wednesday's and today's opponents are so different.
even eunice and minli said they would have had lost a worse score to our opponents.

they are players of different calibre.
its not like we wanted to lose.
we did try our best.
~~looking from the outside is easy;~~
~~but when you are us,its not.~~

the tkgs cdiv:
I'm really really sorry for losing.
I'm sorry for not letting y'all be able to get into top4.
sorry.
thnaks for all your encouragement.

tiffy/nincompoot(: :
you did your best.
I saw.
well,your mental improved alot by the way.
oh,
I STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY(:

2006-03-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

TO HANNAH FOO:
THANK YOU ALOTALOT FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME(:
THANK YOU FOR ENCOURAGING&SUPPORTING ME IN EVERYTHING I DID.
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT JUST AS YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS,
I WOULD BE HERE FOR YOU AS WELL(:

DONT GIVE UP WHEN YOU FALL;
BUT EVEN IF YOU DID,
I WOULD THERE TO HELP YOU UP AGAIN(:

ILOVEYOU TONS(:
BESTFRIENDS(:

2006-03-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

Let those speakers blow your mind ;

thanks to faith minli tiffany eunice mag meryl olivia denise su daphne you etc(: for wishing me to get well soon.
<333456789
I'm coming back tomms so yeah(:
faith and min-GET WELL SOON(: loveyou tons(:
tiffy and eunice-I WILL BE BACK SO DONT WORRY(: loves!

we lost to mgs yesterday 2-3.
but tiffy-me('the wall') and minli-eunice('the hammer') won(:
we were the 1st and 2nd doubles pairs to ever beat mgs doubles pairs in 4years.
the last time was only in 2002,which only 1 pair won(:
it was so wasted):
I felt so much that I actually broke down and min had to console me :/
iloveyou bestfriend(:

beep-pussycat dolls music video is sosososo nice(: hotness(:
so is the song lah.
oh and pump it by BEP as well(:

cas next week.
somehow,
I feel prepared(:
hope its a good vibe(:

2006-03-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

I know you know I know so what's the point in being slow ;

1. Initials:
-ct.

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
-faith's brother,timothy.

3.Last thing that you ate?
-bread with urm lotsa stuff(:

4. For or against same sex marriage?
-i'm fine with anything.

5. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday
-haha I don't only watch it on saturdays(:

6. Do you believe in God?
-yeah.

7. How many cities have you been to?
-countless.

8. Something non-physical you like about yourself:
-the fact that I can make people laugh(:

9. What is your dad's name?
-colin.

10. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
-europe/canada ;)

11. Favorite type of food?
-junk foods&western.

12. Favorite holiday?
-the korea trip(:

13. Do you download music?
-of course.doesnt everyone? :P

14. Where would you want to go on a first date?
-haha anywhere.its the company that matters.

16. Has anyone ever sang or played for you
-hmm.

17. Have you ever cried for no reason?
-yeah.

18. Do you like President Arroyo?
-who? XD

19. Have you ever bungee jumped?
-man I want to(:

20. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
-nope.thankfully.

21. How is the weather right now?
-it's night time.pretty breezy.

22. Current track you're listening to?
-amazing-westlife(:

23. What is your current favorite song?
-now its walk away-kelly clarkson.OH and good day-click five(:

24. What was the last movie you watched?
-dorm :/ I survived it(:

25. Do you wear contacts?
-yeah.

26. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
-the clinic.

27. What are you afraid of the most?
-death):

28. Any pets?
-not anymore.

29. Have you ever loved someone?
-yea and still loving(:

30. What really turns you on?
-the body(:

31. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
-that drink which has only chocolate&whipped cream.

32. Have you ever fired a gun?
-yeah(: coolness(:

33. Are you missing someone?
-always

34. Do you have an mp3 player?
-yeah(:

35. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
-yes.

36. What's the name of your crush?
-haha hmm.JAKE GYLLENHAAL :D hotness(:

37. Are you comfortable with your height?
i guess so.but I wish to be taller :/

38. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
-LOADS of times :D

39. Favorite flower?
-too many.

40. Butter, plain, kettle, or salted popcorn?
-buttered :DD

41. What books are you reading right now?
-Chicken Soup for the girlfriend's soul.I'm a sucker for chicken soup(:

42. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
-no

43. Do you watch MTV?
-HELL YEAH!

44. What's something that really annoys you?
-lpeople who think they are everytihng but they're nothing.

45. What are some things you really like?
-music,shopping,chocolates,movies,family,friends,tennis(:

46. Do you like Michael Jackson?
-nooooooooooo.

47. Can you dance?
-a little

48. Favorite football team?
-Chelsea

49. Favorite breakfast food?
-hmm.ohoh waffles-toppled with ice cream(: deelish(:

2006-03-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

cos i'm cooler than the red dress ;

tag replies(:
ALINA!-haha thanks(: loves!
JOCELYN-thanks bestie(: haha you prettaye woman haha <333456789
you-am I'm supposed to be honoured(: haha <33456789
mag-haha we beat cedar(: yes and for another 4 days.AT LEAST(:
andrea-omy so manymany numbers(: well,tennis rocks more then(:
jt-me too sighs):
passer by-THE TEAM CALLED ME A BIMBO;NOT ME.ahahaha yes I know.I even told a teacher I don't want to be a pop(: people of the world,someone 'cares' about my life yay(:
min&eun-haha thanks you guys(: but there's someone 'caring' about my life HAHAHA.yes we're so gonna rock nats(: <333456789>
olivia- thanks(: man I bet you are gloating about the guitar thingy :/ HAHA(:
ruby-Its sad but i've urmm retired HAHAHA.

anyway.
we won cedar today(:
good job tkg!
our fights for the coming days may be tough,
BUT AS LONG AS WE DO OUR BEST,
ITS ENOUGH.
oh and everyone is important,so even if you're linemen/umps,
YOU'RE STILL AS IMPORTANT(:
<3333456789 color="#990000">TKG TENNIS :DD

oh and to the t-shirt lady
who helped us rush the making of the tees,
thanks alotalot(:
you rock(:

we left class early today.
so I thought the relief teacher didn't see me,so I sneaked out of class(:
then the teacher started yelling like,'come back here!' and all HAHA.
omg and I was like,'oh sorry for not telling you'.
then everyone from class was like,'go char!'
and the teacher said that as well!HA.

goodness.
school's started.
arrgh stress luh :/

thank god for everything.

addicted to this(:
AFTER ALL THIS TIME-SIMON WEBBE
After all, the broken storms
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time

And though her heart bares the scars
No sign of healing, it's all right
She's loving him still, after all this time.
Ohh yeahh

Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride,
Learning to barely feel the pain

Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time

And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.

Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride,
Learning to barely feel the pain

Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time

After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time

Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time

And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide
Who made her feel like an angel
Ohh thats why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still

For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time(:

2006-03-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

what happens when stars fall ;

I lost when I could have won.
thanks to some -urmm-(: problems.
I mean,
6 sudden deaths in a row and ALL lost is so freaking @$#%%^ NOT ACCEPTABLE.
the rest?mostly 30-40s.
~~ARRGH I WANT TO REMATCH THE GIRL IN NATS.~~
but she was nice luh.

as tiff said,
'you wasted your match,man'.
arrgh I feel so pissed with myself now.
it was the lousiest played match in my 13yrs4mths19days of living.
sigh so screw me.

2006-03-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

open up your eyes and you'll realise ;

tag replies(:
jt-the tennis team called me a bimbo woth brains(: I DIDN'T CALL MYSELF THAT LAH.yeah and she(youknowwho)likes you kay.don't think so much.iloveyou!
JOCELYN-HAHA YOU WEIRD WEIRD WOMAN.miss you so much(:
min-aww you're welcome(: we're so gonna rock the courts ~~tommorrow~~today <3333456789
m*-I'M NOT KAY.just urmm interested?lol loves.

okaay its 0107am now and i have no idea why i'm online.
considering I have a match at 12 pm later at kallang.
have I mentioned its gonna be like super hotness?

just finished my geog paper.
started at 1148pm and ended at like,1256am?(I THINK HAAH)
okaay so I was distracted at times and just ~~day~~night-dreaming?
come to think of it,
~~hell I think I screwed my geog paper lah.~~ (:
its okaay,considering I dislike geog.
but I have to score to pull up average.walao.

imagine.
NO GEOG NEXT YEAR(:
hopefully?
haha!

today was a boring day.
stead says shes good at bio and I at chem.
what she said made me even more determined to master bio haha!

why do people always talk about suicide like any normal topic?
the world doesn't end no matter what problems you are faced with.
life goes on.
just pick yourself up.
don't blame yourself for everything that goes wrong.
I know you wont read this,but as we were childhood bestfriends,
I want to tell you this:
you're scaring me with your blog posts and nicks.
where's the cheerful girl I once knew?
I'm here for you alright?

anyway.
eunice lost today D:
so did juan DD:
oh well.great job anyway! <33

2006-03-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

In my world of make believe do you ever think of me;

went to the ST NICKS CARNIVAL with esther on Saturday(:
and the girl(DUMB BIMBO) who sold us the tickets had gone to hongkong?
EVIL ANDREA.
anyway.
cabbed form esta's hse.
yeah and st. nicks is so friggin rich&big.
there were bouncy castles,roller coasters&loads more luh haha.
yes we got lost though we had 3 maps?
AND I SAW MY DEAR JOCE :DD
gawd she's so pretty now <3333456789
we cabbed home and had a talkative taxi driver.
went on cab and he started talking about indonesia?wth.
esta and I were like -.- haha.

SPEX TOURNEY ON SUNDAY.
played against stewart adoura e.
she's nice luh.
was a ding-dong match.
won 6-2 6-2.but in a long 1hr 15mins?SIGH.
owe eun 2 mc flurries cos she trashed her opponent in 35mins;6-0 6-0.
WALAO.
next match is wed at 12pm?HOT!

oh my nincompoot won her match 6-2 6-2 as well haha.
yes and spex recorded min's score's WRONGLY.
at first,hannah(: and I saw the score as:minli lost 6-0 6-1.
both of us were like,OMG!
yea so I went to check at the results stand to confirm.
and the weird thing was,
minli signed the paper but they highlighted her opponent's name luh!
so hannah called min & talked to the referee.
YES SO HANNAH AND I SAVED THE DAY(:
<3333456789

anyway.
went changi village.
good place good scenery AVERAGE FOOD((:
sigh I feel like giving up,but I just don't want to.
:/

'Romance is turning down the fling with the local smooth chest,going back to the hotel,and calling the person you love.'
-MaryRoach
meaningful,eh?(:

Do you ever wonder
What sky I'm lying under
Do you ever think of me
Does your heart remember
How we used to feel
When it used to think of me

All I need to know
When you're on your own
Do you miss
What might have been

So we're on different shores
Do we just drift away
Do the memories fall
Like a driving rain

2006-03-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS ON 100306(:

mine mag's nat's tiffy's & min's <3333

~~I'm a bimbo~~-BUT WITH BRAINS(:

my dear nincompoot drawing(:

our final product.

remember whatever you see(:

that's minli(: